aNother bOring dAy.... bEen sending rEsume bUt nO luck yEt...zZzzZzz

mMmMm ... wEnt tO kTv fEw dAys aGo wiTh aH dEar & his fRiends... oN new yEar.. keke... bEen sO long since i lAst went tO kTv... hEhe... tHen oN vAlentine dAy went tO sOme ulu pUb aT KatOng... kInda fUn thoUgh.. wiTh my sis, her bf & mi N mel ... heHe...

zZzzZzz... bOring tOday... sEnding rEsume time ... zZzzZzz...

cHinese new yeAr??? lOlx.. I wishes all oF yOu a hAppy chinEse nEw yEar...

as fOr me.. nAh... wAd a yEar... nOthing is gOing well... tHe rOad is full of uPs & dOwns... gUess tHat's life??? well.. eVerthing hAs its " 因 " & its " 果 "... gOt tO fAce it... sOoner or later...

mMmmMmm... aN eArly Valentine Day tO all ( eSp all my sIs )... wIsh u all blissfully hAppiness... & gEt lOtx of caRe & cOncern fRom yOur oTher hAlf...

**++** dreAming iN mOi wOrld **++**

Wednesday, Feb 09, 2.50 a.m

我的心到底在追求什么？

是追求大家都认为值得追求的?

房子、学位、职称 ???

其实它并没有一直在追求着什么，

它其实并不存在，

它只是各种外来信息与内在欲望代言人的纠缠，

它们彼此斗争着，最后大家都累了，

都希望安宁了...

也许安宁会是我的心最终要追求的吧...

一遍一遍地反复听这首歌,
大脑一片空白,心也被掏空了,
什么事都不想做,
也什么事都不敢做,
恐触到让自己心痛的东西。

人永远都不满足于现实中的欢乐。。。
总是期待一次又一次的奇迹。。。

也许需要的只是一句关切的话。。。
甚至只是一个淡淡的微笑。。。

能够静静等待的人不多。。。

生活因为真实。。。
所以不能如同童话故事一般尽善尽美。。。

woOooOo... finally... passed my final exams le.. laLLAlallaLal... 3 months later will get my 1st diploma... lolx.. aT least sOmetHing tO maKe me a bit hAppy... ^_^!