上一次微笑之后。。。
世界遗漏了什么???

流泪的时候却忘了为什么.. ...
但深夜里总是会悲伤。。
总会不由自主的流泪。。。

诺没了这可怕的忧郁。。。
我还会是现在这样吗？？？

我也不晓得。。。
因我已忘了。。。

忘了那没忧郁的心灵。。。
忘了没忧郁的我曾是多开心的。。。

well... today was on leave.. therefore.. yesterday night after watching the "Stairway to Heaven" ( nicey show wor ), went to Macpherson with ah dear & see him pak number ball... by the time they finished their games, ah dear and me think it is still kindda early so the both of us stayed back and played a few more rounds ... keke ... ard 4++am it is beddie timey... so home we go ... zZzzzZzz

As for today, I had another heavy dinner.. lolz.. guess its diet period for the next few weeks.. hehe.. ^_^!

mMmm... yesterday after workie went to Chinatown for dinner... ate the claypot rice wor.. guess how long we waited before the claypot appears in front of moi? .. oMg.. it took ard 1 hour.. zZzzZzz ... ... anyway... after the long wait.. i had a very full dinner.. keke.. tagging moi going-to-burst stomache along, we went to patronise a vcd shop... ah dear bought a korean drama series for moi dere.. think that will be keeping me occupied once he is not around.. lolz..

Anyway, today i had a very full dinner again.. guess im not going to slim down at this rate.. **sObx**... ah dear bought pizza, garlic bread, drumsticks and chicken wings... going at this rate... im going fat fAt FAT and FATTER !!!.. wahahaHAhhaha... ***//BoOooMmmM//***

well... another weekend has passed... fri after workie met up with moi frenz and acc her n her fren go bridal shop to try their gowns ... rot dere a while le den go chinatown makan dim sum and wait for ah dear finish work too.. winnie bought a lot of vcd dere sia.. lolx.. afterwhich we went to watch a lame movie.. " the 40 year old virgin" (a show as introduced by pamela which is worth the money) .. zZz.. i am beginning to doubt her.. lolx..

on a sat.. sophia wanted to go to Beauty World.. she came up to moi house while waiting for moi to get ready.. after that off we go to Beauty World.. ( are there a lot of beauties? ) lolx... anyway.. ard evening.. home sweet home.. slept till 10 plus and met up wif winnie again.. keke.. went to Mt Faber to drink milkshake.. den home we go le.. coz they have not slept a wink the night before.. lolz.. poor thing..

On sunday.. ah dear daddy bdae.. went to buy him a present le den went for dinner.. after that home we go le .. & this summarises moi weekend ... ^_^!

lastly... i have a date with the vampire.. lolx.. **pOooff**

zzzZzzz... backie from work ... had a tiring weekend though.. sat went to temple le den send moi sis go bq take her pay.. after that went to chalet le... rot there a while le and dey decided to go rounding.. so off we go rounding around orchard, msouth and eastcoast.. lolx.. kindda boliao.. but that is singapore life ya??

slept the way thru moi sunday .. hehe .. was at daddy house watching SCV the whole day.. keke... {-_-}

**//** praying for moi sis **sigh**//**

***yawnz*** ... kindda tired due to moi flu.. yeah.. sick again .. lmao.. anyway... woke up yesterday feeling damn giddy... zZzzZz.. tot im gonna collapse sia.. wahaha.. went to work as usual.. after workie, went for dinner with 2 friends... budget meal sia ... **winkxxZz**

aFter dinner, tok kok a while den went to parklane to pak pool ... mMmm... had some fun with some jokes cracked dere.. lolx..

another day has passed again.. tomorrow will be another long day.. keke... gonna go temple chant prayers le den go chalet... guess that will be enough to tired me out?? ^_^!

//**// Do ya know it takes a few million times of reincarnation to have a human "shell" //**//

well.. well.. well.. its bloggy time.. just backie from work not long.. ya.. today overtime day.. lolx.. anyway... nothing much to update in moi bloggy too .. .. nowadaes life seems to be about going to work and back from work.. zZzzZz .. BUT... Hey dudes... that is ADULT life.. //winkx//.. mMmmm... anyway, from moi taggy.. ya can see dere are already pple calling moi AUNTIE .. OmG... dO i really luk like auntie??? Kill me!!!!... **sObx sObx**{^_-}

Btw, this is a nice song ya??? it is so meaningful .. with the saddening music and the lyrics... in those dark period of moi time.. all these seem so meaningful.. lolx.. dats due to the fact that I'm neurotic~!~!.. ??? ~!~!...

PS: Sis ah.. I duno how to say or console you le.. just remember to behave.. dun make family worry le.. mum is no better than you now leh.. haiz..hope you can get over this soon.. sorry.. i have been kindda busy/tired to meet up with you. Partly becoz your tius/timing also buey gum...Anyway, Sat moi fren chalet at Changi.. remember hor.. hehe..

Nity everyone... zZzzZz... it's another day @ work tomolo.. guess its the same for most of ya too.. have a nice sleep and strive for a better tomolo... {^_^}

我的心早已经一片黑暗 ,
曾经在梦醒后只是冰冷铁窗 ,
这样的现实它教我更加勇敢 ... ...

明明想忘记 ,
却藏著痕迹 ... ...

多麼痛恨这样矛盾的情绪 ,
谁能把我从这深渊里逃离 ... ...

//**// 那段在地狱里等待天堂的日子 //**//