Wednesday, November 29, 2006

well.. im on mc fer 2 days ya.. really damn sick lo... fever from last wednesday niite till now.. the fever is on off on off de lo.. ai si liao... eat the medicine till im feeling drowsy the whole dae... & wads worse is the virus has not disappear!!!! Im still having the fever & pain de lo...

arghhHhh... chinese doc & western doc aso see le.. see western doc.. say i got very bad throat infection & yes, ii was advice to tok less .. wahahah ... see chinese doc ... say i got very serious case of heatiness in moii body... so who can help moii.. zZzzzz... kill moii pls... tml stil gotto go backie workie... zzzzz... life is such a torture ya...

gotto hope & pray that virus be wiped out by tonight.. wahahhaHhahah.. fever fever go away.. come again another day... pain pain go away.. come again another day.. sick sick go away.. come again another day.. lolx...

some says that I have burned moii brain ... lolx ..

Sunday, November 26, 2006

**yaWnzZz** ... its 5.30 am in the morniing... lolx.. jux rch hme, had a bath & here I am updating moii bloggiie.. lolx... i mux be mad?? mMmm... well.. siick till mad le ba... been siick for the past 2 weeks with the vomiit worm in moii throat... to make things worse... im down with fever for the past 2 days... and this is not the end.. moii voice is so hoarse now that i thiink i better dun tok... .. lolx.. yess... 我失声了 .. oMg...

well... it will be rest days fer da nex week.. zZzzzzZzz.... sick worm...

**gonezzZzz**

Sunday, November 19, 2006

不想听, 不想说
过了明天以后

不想醒, 不想永远被过去牵扯

不想痛, 不想拖
我们曾经犯下的错

不想要这过程
不想要 ... ...
这现实太残忍 . . .

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Saw an email... has some thoughts...

"Don't forget your Sisters"

They'll be more important as you get older.
No matter how much you love your husband,
no matter how much you love the children you may have,
you are still going to need Sisters.

Most women has this concept:
"Haven't I just gotten married?
Haven't I just joined the couple-world?
I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake! A grown-up! Surely my
husband and the family we may start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!"

But as time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman,
Sisters are the mainstays of our life.

Time passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Jobs come and go.
Love waxes and wanes.
Men don't do what they're supposed to do.
Hearts break.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favors.
Careers end.
BUT.........
Sisters are there,
no matter how much time and how many miles are between you.
A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

another weekend has just passed foR mOii... life seems to be gng back... to those days... lolx... drink, play, fun, gathering ya??? lolx... things of coz will be kind of diff... all those ard me are either married, gng to be married, married with kids, happily attached... dey have deserted moi...lolx.. but itz okie... im married too... lolx.. back to basics... im married to singlehood.. y3ah!!!

some tots in mind abt life... it seems dat we gotta be more optimistic... we got to face death n parting every now & den.. dere's no everlasting stuff, be it life, relationship, kinship etc... dere's no escaping... unless your enlightened of coz...

we human... like to hold on to things... esp $$, relationships, hatred, looks, pride, life etc... dere's too much to list ya.. we knew dat we will not be able to bring it to death... but we still hold on to it.. eva wondered y??? eva tried to let it go??? its hard (esp $ ya?? lolx) ... but let's all try... since we are all in an illusion world.. the samsara world... where nothing is real...

Saturday, November 04, 2006


领悟, 不领悟, 一念之间...
倦了, 没了, 没意义...
沉默, 冲突, 没有对错胜负...

别太固执,
别坚持,
随便让它过去...

生命总不能重来,
岁月能让人放开,
一路走来也许太多人生的无奈...

时间不能停摆,
抛空一切能释怀...

等到两发都变白, 回头看,
这一切其实都没什么...