我努力了很久
也已经能习惯了这样的生活
有孤单有快乐
而有些人不需要联络
走了, 我再也不理时间了
让那些梦慢慢生疏 ...

听雨后的风
跟回忆的低音说着什么
看往事的尽头
让我就算一个人也很轻松
我已经离开了...

走了, 那再也不管时间的我
在另一个时区降落
再也不怕会落空 ... ...

**yawnzZZ**... another day has passed.. feeling bluey + blackie.. depression acting up again?? mMmm... today iss pretty wendy de bdae celebration.. mMmmm... went to a pub named White Bar? ii think dats the name la.. lolx.. can't reli rem.. coz i have some serious syncronization error within myself recently.. or simply... i can't rem wad i have said & of coz... memory loss ... hee it's 5am... & it is a Sunday now... days have passed.. life goes on... so tired le... tired... just damn tired de lo... tired of ____ .... sometimes... it jux feels... so contridicting.... new yr cuming le... new yr ... new life.. new dreamz... new resolutions... everiting is gonna be new... it has to be new... PS: Happy bdae "Rene" hee... stay pretty ya... **huGx**

I am alone in a world of millions ...
I can't speak in a world of freedom ...
People are so cruel that time is crucial ...
All I want is Peace,
the scars that need healing to leave ...

Sometimes I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

Some calls it depression,
Some says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.