我还放不开内心的阴霾, 忘了曾经你把我出卖...
决定醒来躲开伤害, 而命运的安排已无法更改...

这不是我要的那种结果...
难道这就是所谓的缘分??

爱情过了期限,
那誓言也不过是谎言,
我的明天,
不要你的抱歉...

有些错误不该,
不该明知故犯,
不想太敏感,
只想我的简单...

我早已厌倦太多悬念,
生活也许太长,
幸福也许太短,
一切不一定要与别人有关...
不该继续再犯... ...

ydae was a long day again... was out since 1pm.. zZzzZz.. went to a colleague's house warming party and so coincidentally, she stays @ this place whr ii hope that ii will never step dere eva again .. lolx.. but well.. gonna get over the past ya.. hee... had a short mahjong session dere.. lolx.. with good "service" provided by house owner ya.. **thumbz Upx**

evening has ended.. & nite is approaching... went down to suntec to mit up some frenz n went to kallang fer some tcss session.. lame ard dere fer sum time before proceeding to town... was oredi feeling kinnda sick before moving off le.. haizZz.. weak system i hab in moi body leh.. lolz...

well.. as usual... rot ard town fer a while... still feelin kinnda sick and ii m still trembling .. wTh.. aso duno wad is happening... jux dun feel well.. hAiz... but nevertheless, we were still rotting & laming ard town.. lolx.. feeling tired & sick.. we proceed home after that...

was feelin lagi worse @ home.. but well.. im still not dead yet.. lol.. **cheerz**

for no rhyme or reason...
somethings just happen...

no one can forestall it...
no one can predict it...

what lies ahead??
what lies beneath??

no one can help ...
no one will help ...

Amidst the tears and pain,
vanishing hopes are gone and flew away ...

Reflections of the past,
trembling thoughts of one,
dwelling deep within the soul ...

Hide the pain, carry on,
routine is the key ...

A mystical sense of reality?
that is this samsaric world which we are in ... ...

Sometimes you have to smile, pretend every things Ok
Hold back the tears, and just walk... away...

When you don't have anybody, then no one ever says goodbye.
You don't have to wait for someone to make you laugh, or make you cry...

I'm not old enough to care, but I am old enough to understand
that when someone walks away, they r always going to come back.
And if they don't come back...they were never really there.

happy new yr to all.. lolx... the 1st sat of 07 has passed ... lol.. ydae was a long day ya.. mMmmm

woke up ard noon & send ah sis go her daughter de school take some kind of awards? ..
after dat send sis hme le den send mum to yishun.. met up wif a fren & went to Racetech.. **yawnzXz** stayed dere from 5plus to 8pm.. zZz ... saw a "long time no c" fren dere too... had a chat... mMmm.. time reli passed fast ya..

After all stuff has been done, went to MS fer dinner... well.. eating seems like a torture to me nowadaes... moi intestine infection has not recovered... & eating is reli a torture.. but.. well.. i still hab to eat.. haha...

after dinner, went to cine buy mobie tix... but.. left onli front seats?? nAh... 4get it den.. went to fetch another fren & went back to yishun fer sOme nice "driftooss show"?? .. bUt we left after a while .... went back to cine... see see look look le.. not much stuff going on.. went to pak pool instead... after a few games... guess wad??? we ended up in MU.. oMg.. its reli... gng back to "Technos" times.. lolx.. CMI.. or can say.. too old le?? lolx.. was in dere fer less den 10 min i think?? **bTh**

with all these "tius", we are rching 4 plus in the morning le... & its bfast time again? ... went to AMK mac fer bfast .. hee.. tcss a while dere & .. its home sweet home le.. ^_^!

颠倒的黑白看不出错对,
真假的表情分不清好坏,
为何受到冷落就自报自弃?
为何遭受挫折就怨天怨地?

也许是生活欺骗了我 ...
也许是我无法证明自己 ...

露出脸，不要再隐瞒,
睁开眼，分辨是与非 ...

摘下那面具，看清这世界... ...