yeahz.. finally.. had moi 1st round of mahjong tius fer this new year ydae @ nicole house.. lolx... it was an enjoyable day.. coz.. basically i was sick... & sick till i lubbish a lot dere.. was shooting lubbish fer the few hrs of mahjong session... **bth**.. can't stand myself aso.. nic, sop, wen.. ur eh tahan ma??? wahahaha... and yes.. nic.. i owe u a lot of tissues... lolx...

after mahjong session.. we went to St James fer "clubbing" session.. went to Powerhouse.. well.. seriously.. had our own piece of fun dere.. coz it was lubbish day fer us ydae.. lolx.. you gers reli no image lehhhhhhhh... **buey tahan**

3 **cheerz** to you gers.. i love your & your AC stuff ... haha...

"Eat fer the sake of eating.. Marry fer the sake of marrying".. lmao... **winkx**

happy new yr to all ya.. hee.. fer moi.. its jux like any normal dayz.. mMm.. will be on leave fer this whole week... i need some mahjong tiusz!!.. lol..

everytime on leave... im sure to get sick de.. sibei suay de.. haha.. down with flu, running nose, sore throat, fever again.. yeahz.. sick cat is out again.. haha..

past few days, all we did was having kopi session, pak billiard, watching movie... it's reli boringz... got to get a life!! hee... and yes... i mish moi dao huey with pearlz... y arent the shop opened yet???

well.. today is wednesday le..mMmm.. ST JAMES tius tonite?? maybe ba.. lolx. **yawnzZz**... clubbing is as boring.. but well.. this is life in SG ya... **sianzsation**

rei wishing all frenz out dere a very happy new yr & get loads of angbaoz... (rem to pass mi half of it hor) **winkx** & not forgettin to wish your luck in gambling.. hee

Memories may be good or bad,
but to make the most out of the past,
one probably has to look at the mistakes committed...

What happens when we are lost beneath these mistakes?

When trust is lost, how can things move forward?
When love is lost, how can friendship remain?
When hope is lost, living remains awkward...

When mind is lost, how can one ever feign?
When will is lost, how can man live or reign?
When soul is lost, the fear of Hell awaits...

The past present itself as visions & images found in long corridors of time.
The human mind perceives the past and tries to make a meaning out of it.

Life, feelings, memories, death... all these are just part & parcel of this cycle... a never-ending cycle...

When will it end??
No one knows...
Till the day...
Enlightenment reaches...

was @ sentosa on sunday & monday.. it was a great weekend ya.. lolx.. fun & relaxing (though we were all kindda tired) hee.. well.. got to thankx winnie & guoqiang fer that.. reali had lotz of fun & jokes dere.. **winkx**

well.. its 1205am now.. reii wish euu a happy valentine day ya.. hee.. may all couples stay blissfully happy together..

**************** hAppy vAlentine Day to yOur , all my d3ar fr3nZz!!! ****************

Why do people cry?
Why do people lie?
Why do people feel like they have to tear down people inside?

Why do people get hurt?
Why do people feel pain?
Why do people feel lost?
Why do people go crazy?
Why do people go insane?
Why do people get used?
Why do people think of suicide to cure pain?

Why are these questions left unanswered?

Well.. there's always a reason...
but its not up to us to unravelled it as of yet...

Life hurts..
Life are full of lies...
We all get hurt & feel the pain...
We all get used by others every now & den...
Some of us feels lost at times...
Some of us even go crazy & insane...
BUT no... we shall never think of suicide..

Depression is a world,
Depression leaves you lost,
Depression drops you into a never ending black hole...

You want to get help, But you can't,
When you do, You wish you didn't...

Depression leaves you numb with fear,
Depression leaves you with no hope,
Depression leaves you with no ambition...

Nothing to look forward to,
With tears well in your eyes,
Depression leaks out...
Out into the open...

跌倒失败也曾经守在阴霾,
不看不听不说傻傻的发呆... ...

爱是我的错,
哭是我的错,
给不了我太多是我的错,
我难过是我的错,
连结束也是我的错... ...