everything that is on my mind...
is always in a bind...
sumtimes it’s people or family...
sumtimes it’s friends or foes...
sumtimes it’s right or wrong...
sumtimes it’s juz life itself...

thru all the ups & downs..
some will be dere & some can't be found...
u can give ur all or u can try not...
u build it up then it breaks away...

life is wad life is...
life is dat tiring...
life is such...
life...

忘, 我没有很努力要自己去遗忘...
想, 我没有很刻意让自己不去想...
这世界没有谁都行, 因为人会改变...

我学着坚强, 坚强到不用学...
我学着遗忘, 也遗忘了自己...
我学着去接受...拥有已变成了失去...
我学着不执着...这让自己比较好过...

我会这么相信, 相信人会改变...
我会这么走下去, 很无奈的走下去...

面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活...
时间不停转动...
日子还的往下过...

是傻? 是看破?
是对? 是错?
是软弱??

不想再想太多, 不回头...
不想再去追究, 错过就错过...
你可以说我冷漠...
你可以说我刻薄...

过去的日子, 仿佛偷偷在笑我...
笑我的落魄, 也笑我的执著...

我希望心能死了, 它却苦苦的活着...
连快乐都不快乐, 这世界颠倒着...

开着车, 开着窗, 开始试着去遗忘...

ya no wad... life is getting too confusin once again.. lolx.. totally lost in life now wor.. haha.. wth is going on.. or im jux too bored??? i can't get my thoughts straight.. i can't think in the rite way (what is rite anyway???)... temper coming up once again... attitude problem is actin upz once again too ... oPpx...

everything is going haywire now wor... iim totally lost... jux dun feel good .. or is dat moii depression acting up once again??? any ans??? haha.. no1 can gib moii an ans.. i can't find an ans too.. or maybe iim jux tired?? tired of life ya??? **sigh**

:: away looking fer inner peace ::

sometimes ii get so angry that ii juz wanna punch e wall...
sometimes ii get so annoyed that ii juz wanna hit someone...

sometimes ii juz dun wanna see anything...
sometimes ii juz dun wanna hear anything...
sometimes ii juz dun wanna talk to anyone...

sometimes ii juz feel like giving up & letting everything go...
sometimes ii juz feel like life is nothing but a dream...
sometimes ii juz feel ii can't do anything right...
sometimes ii juz feel ii can't take life anymore...

sometimes ii juz wanna be alone...
sometimes ii juz want it to stop...
sometimes ii juz want it to end...

sometimes... only sometimes...

iim lost, uu're lost, we're all lost...

lost iin lies, lost iin love, lost iin dreamz...
lost of hope, lost of faith, lost of sanity...
lost to bleak oblivion, corpse & comatose...

lost but not found...
shaken mind, fallen under sway of lost minds...
burned by haunting memories...

e world iis lost...
stirred & slurred by circumstances...

Dun bother to actually care,
juz go on doing as ii dare...
Dun bother to hold back e tears,
juz keep livin in moii fears...
Dun bother tryin to fit in,
jux being alone is not a sin...
Dun bother to not scream & shout,
juz go on & let it all out...
Dun bother acting like everthin is alrite,
jux kip cryin to sleep at nite...
Dun bother showing others moii true feelings,
jux kip on tokin to the ceiling...
Dun bother saying wad is wrong,
jux be alone as ii have so long...
Dun bother even living on,
jux continue dying... becoz...

no one will notice ii am gone...

well... feeling so demoralized & tired.. wads wrong ya.. mMmm.. down down down to the pit ... bottomless pit wor.. lolx.. i nid sum sweet stuff to perk moii up.. hee...

choco fudgeeeeeeeee.. sudden crave fer it juz now.. so bring the kids out to kallang mac fer a freezing sweet ice cream session... hee...

jux backie... but.. still.. im tired.. soOooOoo tired.. how how how.. ask the cow.. mOoOooOoo...

我迷失了方向，
也迷失了自己。
总是想不清楚，
也更搞不清楚，
这所有的一切，
这一切的原点。

我似乎离开了自己，
到另一个迷惘世界。
这个世界充满矛盾，
这个世界没有信任，
这个世界充满猜疑，
这个世界没有感情。

我走不出，也离不开。
我的思绪，被困住了。

我真的迷失了。。。