Sunday, November 23, 2008


iin pain ii came screaming into tiis world....
wif laughter ii show as ii were ignorant....
iin agony ii c e mum whu bore miie suffer...
wif fillial piety ii gave to show miie gratefullness...
iin pain ii pay fer wif miie heart...
wif lies & betrayal frm everyone...
iin peace ii try to communicate...
wif annoyance others debut & disagree...

tiis world is full of so much grief...
dere is no place to find any kind of relief...
relief from dying dreamz & weary hearts...

iits bad enuf dat every1 tiinks iim sumting iim not...
ii juz wanna go to my own lil world & fall apart...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

伤心的时候是谁在身旁?
开心的时候是和谁分享?
真正的坚强是谁让我认到?
是谁一直坚守在身旁?

我都一一想起...

越害怕, 越孤单...
越长大, 越怀念...
越单纯, 越幸福...

Sunday, October 05, 2008

我不喜欢灰,我不喜欢暧昧...
非黑即白,也许太过绝对...
我选择乾脆,我选择单纯些...
不这样,谁都会对不起谁...

黑白中间有灰,
生命中间有多少傀儡,
我们长大了,调了一杯咖啡...
加了糖的滋昧失去原味...

白天黑夜一切继续...
完结清楚分类...

欢迎你来到我内心黑白世界...
别再讨好虚伪...
欢迎你来到黑白对立的世界...

Sunday, September 07, 2008

沒有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我.
主宰是我自己, 隨便人家如何想.
我还是我...

金钱力量虽大, 卻生不帶來死不帶走.
紧握着双拳的人何時能松开手?

品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的 troubles.
Everyday 有多少问題要去面對?
有多少夜, 痛苦烦恼你無法入睡?

你可以怪我想法太過无知, 但我只是人.
我不信人, 因為人也不信我.
不要问我為什么, 我最多只能告訴你这就是我.

生命像海浪一样有時高有時低.
你是否告诉自己坚强渡過各种時期?

我从命运的天台放眼卻看不到星空.
漆黑的天空压在头顶使我不得轻松.
在我心中, 找不到一個安靜的角落.

人生要如何起头? 改变要如何起手?

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Trust moii wif LIES...

biig or small, liies r liies...
liies created on e flylies...
liies dat nobody will buy...

seriious or casual, liies are lies...
liies dat redefiine...
liies dat don't tally & don't biind...

when one commits an error,
u'll instantly wiitness ....
liies of all colors & all kiind...

iit's liies dat defy...
iit's liies dat structure everyone's mind...
Anyone ever'd lived without a lie???

Saturday, August 16, 2008

有开心, 不开心 ...
伤了心, 绝了情 ...
拼命的学着去忘记 ...

心已累倦, 日子的不得已 ...
筋疲力尽的现在, 只留下无奈 ...

能不能让我微笑着离开 ...

Sunday, August 03, 2008


Fer everything dere is always a last...
last min, last hr, last mth, last yr...
last drink, last game, last time...
last luv, last hug, last rage...

but does e last end last???

wads most scary is the last never seem to end...
iit doesn't end even after e last breath...
iit continues to evolve...
n evolve... n evolve...

Saturday, June 14, 2008

虽然我没有很多梦, but ii tiink 一个就够 ...
虽然我不是很有钱, but ii tiink 还是够用 ...
虽然我生活有点boriing , but 我 idea 很多...
虽然我没有很多学问, but ii dun think 我没有用...
虽然我吃饱就想, 想饱就睡, but ii tiink 简单是福 ...
简单而不罗唆, tiis iis wad ii want...
这样子的我, tiis iis moii...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

woOooO.. been a tiring week... had a tiring trip @ Taipei ... nevertheless.. tired bt fun ya... heee... went to few places like Shi Lin, Si Men Ding, Wu Fen Pu, Palace Museum etc... seen the nite life in Taipei... played "amazing race" dere... walked ard... lost my way.. rushing to find the sun biscuit on moii last day dere... etc... haha... nevertheless... it's been an interesting trip ...

aso... ii went shopping alone... & amazingly, ii no how to get ard dere with moii "life saving" map... hee... bt it was kinda rush.. not enough time fer moii shopping & sight-seeing.. welll.. nvm... will go dere again de... so no worries.. welll welll well... now its rest time... rest fer next trip... hee...

**winkZzzZ**

Sunday, May 04, 2008

If you notice some of these symptoms, it might be wise to connect with a good psychotherapist. No one should suffer needlessly...

Signs of Depression:
"I sit around and watch television all day. I don't feel like doing anything."
"I'm so tired. My body feels heavy. It's a chore to do a few dishes."
"I sleep off and on all day long."
"Nightmares. I get the wierdest nightmares."
"I get irritated over the littlest things these days. This isn't like me...well at least, not this much."
"I flip out over things that aren't even important and then I feel like a jerk afterwards."
"Sex! It's not in the picture."
"I don't want to bother them with my silly concerns."
"I can't see asking for help; I'm not sure even how I would go about doing that."
"I don't like to commit too far into the future cause I can never tell what mood I'll be in."
"I'm not into hanging out anymore. I don't mind meeting a friend here and there. Funny thing is, I feel so lonely."
"I can't answer the phone. I only listen to the messages. And, I sometimes don't return the calls."

Quote by Judith Guest:
"Depression is not sobbing and crying and giving vent, it is plain and simple reduction of feeling...People who keep stiff upper lips find that it's damn hard to smile."

Friday, April 11, 2008


有句话, 这样讲 ...
"我不想懂..."

有首歌, 这样唱 ...
"当世界, 不知不觉的变了
有时候, 我怀念以前的我
做的梦, 虽然远远的
想像是, 一种快乐
拥有了, 同时也失去什麼
而眷恋, 原来会带来软弱"

我不懂... 以前迷失的自己 ...
我怀念... 曾经纯真的自己 ...

我不想懂...但是我还是懂了...

Wednesday, March 05, 2008


一切欢乐都没有微笑 ,
一切苦难都没有泪痕 ,
一切语言都是重复 ,
一切往事都在梦中 ,
一切爆发都有片刻的宁静 ,
一切死亡都有伤心的回声 。。。

什么是一切?
一切又是什么?
一切没有答案的答案又是什么呢?

一切都是没有结局的开始 。。。
一切都是命运 。。。

Wednesday, January 30, 2008


y iis one so busy wif tiis n dat or gd or bad??
pay attention to hw tings blend ...

y tok abt all e known n e unknown??
c hw the unknown merges into e known ...

y tiink separately of tiis life n e next??
when one iis born frm e laz ...

thinking of e crazy times ii have had ...
life iis indeed bery sad ...