tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88319262011-10-17T17:27:26.563+08:00x - [ :: a . n e u r o t i c . g u r l :: ] - xx - [ n e u r o t i c . m e ] - xrAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.comBlogger2611100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-20349173101244760832011-10-17T17:24:00.002+08:002011-10-17T17:27:26.576+08:00一个人的时候, 会看看电视,玩玩玩手机或iPad...<br />一个人的时候, 偶尔会感觉累, 感觉难过...<br />一个人的时候, 我会想起过去的一切... <br />遇见的人, 留恋的人, 失去的人, 反感的人, 不想再去记起的人 ...<br /><br />有时侯, 我会一直碎碎念念好烦啊! 但其实并没有为了什么事而烦恼...<br />有时侯, 我会觉得身边没有能谈心的朋友，但其实也没什么事好谈的...<br />有时侯, 我会试着遗忘, 试着坚强, 试着用微笑去隐藏那些不为人知的悲伤...<br />有时侯, 我真的什么都想不起，记不起...<br />也许这都是已经忘掉的过去吧...<br /><br />有时侯, 一个人的时候...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2034917310124476083?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-17555817615955425642011-07-26T11:03:00.000+08:002011-07-26T11:03:24.402+08:00为什么路的后面还是路?<br />为什么故事结束还有那么多的假如?<br />为什么有些人曾经无话不说，最后却无话可说?<br /><br />人生是因为缺憾而美丽。<br />而所谓的回头，<br />只不过是丢掉了白天的太阳之后，<br />又错过了夜晚的星星。<br /><br />原来成熟不是因为人的心变老了，<br />而是因为人的泪在打转还能微笑。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1755581761595542564?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-58677629568784696622011-06-30T09:54:00.005+08:002011-06-30T10:19:13.338+08:00世界不会在意你的自尊，任命看的只是你的成就。<br />在你没有成就以前，切勿强调自尊。<br /><br />这一路走来，也面对了许多波折。<br />在这个现实的世界，我只能选择用绝望来面对了。<br />沉默已成为了我的语言，冷漠也让我无视一切。<br /><br />为什么不高兴也得笑?<br />为什么不喜欢也得接受?<br />为什么讨厌却得装做喜欢?<br />那种内心的压抑，无法诉说。<br /><br />当梦想与现实相违背，我又能怎样？<br />总觉得生活很无奈 。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5867762956878469662?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-29556521818498085592011-05-27T10:34:00.006+08:002011-05-27T10:45:32.869+08:00当所谓的真相一一的被摧毁，年少的我早以在仇恨与悔...<br />观看喜剧的时候，却不知道到自己将会是另一场悲剧的主角...<br /><br />君子报仇，十年不晚... <br />小人报仇，一天到晚...<br /><br />人生中很多事情要学着放松，<br />但也有很多东西必须要抓紧...<br />这个世界只有回不去的，<br />而没有什么是过不去的...<br /><br />我想哭就哭，想笑就笑...<br />我不要因为世界虚伪，让我也变得虚伪...<br /><br />真正的满足来自我的内心，而不是外界的人和物...<br />我改变不了昨天，但如果我过于忧虑明天，将会毁了今天...<br /><br />曾经旳曾经只是曾经, 未来旳未来还在待续...<br />昨天的昨天是遗忘, 明天的明天是幸福...<br />悲欢离合只因一个爱字, 忧喜伤痛只因一个情字...<br /><br />我变了，心情不再有那些纯洁与天真，只有成熟的苍老...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2955652181849808559?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-13548796373474529332011-04-05T12:03:00.000+08:002011-04-05T12:03:00.157+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">每个人的心里都有一个不能触碰的故事...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">★★★</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我想回到过去...</div><div style="text-align: center;">但我不想回忆过去...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1354879637347452933?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-52377166843612701642011-03-24T15:20:00.000+08:002011-03-24T15:20:24.006+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> 活着的人, 常被人遗忘 ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">死去的人, 常被人思念 ...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5237716684361270164?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-79185479580044640122011-02-24T09:35:00.000+08:002011-02-24T09:35:45.618+08:00boring job.. sickening job.. irritating job... sick sick sick... sick of it!!! argHhhHhhh.. FML!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7918547958004464012?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-37709794697315879352011-02-09T12:25:00.002+08:002011-02-09T12:28:27.922+08:00Apocalypse... Hw ii wish iit will come soon... e society is degeneratin at such a fast pace.. aint iit btr iif everiting gets destroyed and let e law of nature rebuild a btr new plc...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3770979469731587935?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-29712860551797140752011-01-21T09:56:00.006+08:002011-01-21T10:06:15.396+08:00tiis is e 4th day after ii had my windscreen changed due to some "extraordinary cause" as stated by e tupid wrkshop... iit was all so frustrating to begin wiif...<br /><br />visibility was really damn bad due to some unknown stains which look lik oil bt was not oil...iit was all over e windscreen bt only when ii use e wiper.. mMmmm..<br /><br />Anyway...ii called e insurance & dey has approved n allowed me to claim.. bt wrkshop was damn "kia si".. kip sayin dat tiis is extraordinary case.. blah blah blah... no pictures to provide blah blah blah... even send my car to a solar film agent and check it out cx dey suspect it mite b due to solar film... n luckily.. e solar film fellas told dem iit was e gls pro n nt e solar film..<br /><br />finally.. gotten it chged on Tuesday... it reli pissed mi off cx dey did not put bk my gauges n othr stuff properly!! arGhHhhhh... iit was all soOooOo $%=^#*$^#% !!!<br /><br />n jx wen ii tot ii can test iit nn hab a clear clear view in e rain nw.. iit DID NOT rained since Tuesday!!! omfg!!! iit has been rainin everyday b4 ii chged it n eva since ii chged iit..iit has not rained!! iit suddenly became soOoOO sunny...<br /><br />farni??? lolx.. cant even test miie new windscreen.. wad a liife ya?!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2971286055179714075?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-71910784006817903232011-01-20T09:44:00.000+08:002011-01-20T09:44:48.064+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">:: Hell ::</div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">hab u eva wondered how iit iis really like dwn dere???</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">mMmmmmmm</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7191078400681790323?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-75226837103108935822011-01-05T11:05:00.001+08:002011-01-05T11:07:52.002+08:00"想太多，太累!"<br />"做太多，太累!"<br />"学太多、太累!"<br /><br />累了以后就想睡... 所以我最爱睡觉了... 哈哈哈!!!<br /><br />说真的, 有时侯真的觉得好累啊...<br />真的好想好想放一个很长很长很长很长的假期...<br />好好的休息一下下喔...<br /><br />**叹气**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7522683710310893582?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-8720651907505313192010-12-29T22:37:00.001+08:002010-12-29T22:37:43.671+08:002011 is nearing!!! Wad plans do u guys hav?? MmmmmmMm... Still rem dat wen ii was younger, i lurve all these countdowns... Blah blah blah... Bt s time passes.. iit bcame sooOoo boring!! wad has happen?? does it reli meant dat iim old now?!! oMg!!!<p>whr has those 24/7 clubbin daes run to?? Hahaha... Wad has seemed so fun has drifted away s time flies... were all those njoyable times reli happi moments? did those times reli exists? Well... nutin is reli 4eva ba...<p>Enjoy ur parties for 2011 miie dear frenz!!! {^_^}<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-872065190750531319?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-64151389570201328132010-12-28T14:13:00.000+08:002010-12-28T14:13:29.351+08:00welcome!!! done some touch up on e bloggie.. aint dat great.. bt at least a refreshed look.. sick of e old look.. mMmmm... will still edit here and dere wen ii tink of sumting though.. <br /><br />**yawnzZz**<br /><br />went to visit a fren at Angsana home on Sunday.. *sigh* it jx makes 1 feel that anything can happen to anyone at any time.. life is such.. nt only death .. bt jx any misfortunate event can cause a turn in one's life..<br /><br />treasure wad u hav.. dun ask fer more.. greed does not get us anywhr.. ii no dat to say is easier den done.. bt well.. let's all try our best!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6415138957020132813?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-11533713613161822982010-12-23T14:43:00.002+08:002010-12-23T14:49:45.510+08:00okay.. ii no tiis bloggie has been dead fer sum tiime... guess ii shld reli b back n bring it alive wif miie neurotic stuff ya??? heee...<br /><br />wadssup nx?? iits xmas eve sooon.. bt b4fore xmas eve.. we have a techno party!!! yeah!!! our dear DJ HANZ will aso be spinning.. al fer e sake of him dat e whole grp will be dere.. haha.. its old SPARKS time... eh ran tak eh ran eh!!!! hahahaha...<br /><br />missin those old clubbin times... whr all e fun are!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1153371361316182298?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-84224556667373896052010-08-26T15:25:00.000+08:002010-08-26T15:26:33.659+08:00<div align="center">life...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8422455666737389605?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-35505421692093437452010-05-31T18:32:00.002+08:002010-05-31T18:37:00.860+08:00iis thiis blog gonna die soon?? wif so lil posts?? lolx.. iim still alive!!!... jux dat too busy wif wrk n sch.. *yawnzZz*<br /><br />have been trying to get some time out to re-style this bloggie.. bt m jux so lazy.. lolx..<br /><br />& this post iis actualli to let every1 knows iim stil alive!!! hee.. <br /><br />I will be back!!! soon... very very soon.. lmao..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3550542169209343745?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-1419938587320077252010-03-25T10:26:00.001+08:002010-03-25T10:36:19.725+08:00<div align="center"><br />ii luk iin e mirror & see a gurl who is staring back at miie...<br />ii dunno who she iis coz she's nt e gurl ii wana be...<br /><br />she puts a smile on... while inside she is falling apart..<br />she hides behind her mask & pretends to be okiie...<br />she is scared to let people close coz iit always ends up as heartache....<br />she decides to trust someone but iit always ends up as a big mistake...<br />she tries the best she can... but iit always seems to be wrong.<br /><br />disappointment iis all she has eva known...<br />coz... the fact of life is...<br />iim only e girl in e mirror... <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-141993858732007725?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-4706515456960914602010-01-30T14:24:00.011+08:002010-01-30T20:24:45.037+08:00<div align="center"><br />你有看海派甜心吗?<br />如果有, 那你一定知道谁是陈宝茱...<br />我呢, 对陈宝茱的角色是有着很多的感触啊...<br />陈宝茱那个坏脾气.. 那个性格... 你能接受吗?<br /><br />有时候, 看了真的有好多感想... 和一丝丝的羡慕...<br />虽然那只是一个剧片, 但现实生活里, 也是有这样的人的...<br /><br />活在现实生活里的"陈宝茱"...<br />能找得到一个像达浪或她学长这样的人吗?<br />还有这样的人存在吗?<br /><br />如果没有了达浪或她学长这样的人的存在...<br />那... 拥有陈宝茱那个坏脾气和性格的人会活的很辛苦...<br />因为没有人能接受她...也没有人会了解她...<br />她做的好是没人能看见的...<br />无论发生什么事, 大家都会说她是错的..<br />全都因为她脾气坏...性格直接...<br />应该是这样的吗?<br /><br />我喜欢剧里的陈宝茱...<br />因为... <br />她遇到了两个能了解她的人...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-470651545696091460?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-71134658309564042422009-12-07T23:10:00.004+08:002009-12-07T23:30:11.450+08:00<div align="center"><br />我要我...<br />忘记所有,<br />忘记痛苦,<br />忘记烦恼...<br /><br />行走在这个浮华虚伪的城市,<br />不安压抑感觉...<br />看着来往的人群,<br />个个都带着面具...<br /><br />感觉不到呼吸,<br />像木偶一个人行走...<br />想给自己找些情绪,<br />证明自己灵魂一直都不曾离去,<br />可是总感觉那些虚伪的气息...<br />一切的一切, 还是没有停止...<br /><br />社会为什么要夺走我快乐记忆???<br />要绝望, 就让我绝望的彻底...<br />我开始假设...<br />假设中一次又一次的玩了自己...<br /><br />我告诉自己什么都已经不再重要,<br />就让嘴角带着迷幻窒息的微笑吧...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7113465830956404242?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-29398732426419384782009-11-14T19:08:00.002+08:002009-11-14T19:23:00.580+08:00<div align="center">Congratz to miie own bloggie hitting e 10000 mark.. & it so happen dat ii was e wan to hit e 10000 mark.. lmao.. itz fate ba.. haha..<br /><br />well.. went to watch 2012 today... ii jux luv watching shows lik this.. end of e world shows ya.. 2012 is a nice show.. hab u watched it?? diff pple hab diff views & tots after watchiin tiis show.. sum feel dat humans r selfish .. which is quite true to sum xtent.. bt nt all imo.. sum feel dat end of e world will never happen.. will it???<br /><br />mMmm.. s fer miie.. ii jux feel dat everitiing iis jux nutiing.. everitiing dat we seek fer.. will jux turn out to be nutiing at e end of e day.. ii believe in e end of e world... but nt in 2012.. maybe millions of yrs later ba..<br /><br />all things r created by ourself.. by our own wants & needs... it all boils dwn to nutiing in e end.. nutiing... everitiing iis jux nuting...<br /><br />一切即是空</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2939873242641938478?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-86958345641490050372009-11-07T12:15:00.001+08:002009-11-07T12:20:03.405+08:00<div align="center">Boomz... Shingz... & **poOof** !!! wahahahah.. lmao.. bth bth bth... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8695834564149005037?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-508663489188092902009-10-29T11:15:00.003+08:002009-10-29T11:35:10.821+08:00<div align="center">A nice rap wif meaningful lyrics to share wif u... fer those who shares e same tots as miie.. </div><div align="center">不要爱情了.. =)<br /><br />歌曲：不要爱情了<br /><br />我不要爱情了<br />不要再问什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了<br />我把自己放弃了<br />我什么都不想说<br />我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人不招惹爱情了<br />我不要爱情了我不想再说什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了我想放弃一切了<br />我什么都不想说我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人自己唱这首歌<br />已经没有什么事情可以让我感觉快乐<br />每天繁琐的生活让我疲惫常常感到失落<br />人们都说拥有爱情象是在吃甜蜜糖果<br />为什么我感到的偏偏都是苦涩<br />总是找些借口安慰自己抚平受伤的心<br />最后闹来闹去却又多了一份伤心<br />为自己而活还要爱情做什么<br />不如把它放弃吧对自己好一点吧<br />一个人走在深夜的大街乘孤单的地铁<br />没想到这时间居然真的改变一切<br />爱情是不是真的不属于我<br />我难道只适合这样孤单的生活<br />我也渴望爱可是却很难得到<br />冰凉的外套我并不奢侈你的一个微笑<br />眼泪划过我的嘴角<br />断掉的电话消逝的信号<br />你的怀抱已经没有我的味道<br /><br />我不要爱情了<br />不要再问什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了<br />我把自己放弃了<br />我什么都不想说<br />我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人不招惹爱情了<br />我不要爱情了我不想再说什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了我想放弃一切了<br />我什么都不想说我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人自己唱这首歌<br />曾经我总是在想怎样维持我的爱情<br />怎样才能让所有人都能感到满意<br />就是这样我忽略了我自己的真实心情<br />慢慢的我感觉我活的不像自己<br />我总是感觉我每天过的都很不开心<br />我已经厌倦这样的生活总是想要逃避<br />为什么我总是乱想让你不高兴<br />为什么我总是相信直觉不能相信你<br />一个人夜晚孤枕难眠带着心痛的寂寞<br />满脑子的旋律里面写的都是你<br />为了你我可以失去我所拥有的一切<br />可是为什么我还是不能得到你的心<br />怎么办一种从未有过的难过<br />这份没有结果的爱情深深刻在我的心里<br />我知道你早就失去耐心再走下去<br />我用一个人的寂寞换走两个人的伤心<br /><br />我不要爱情了不要再问什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了我把自己放弃了<br />我什么都不想说我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人不招惹爱情了<br />我不要爱情了我不想再说什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了我想放弃一切了<br />我什么都不想说我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人自己唱这首歌<br />我不要爱情了不要再问什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了我把自己放弃了<br />我什么都不想说我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人不招惹爱情了<br />我不要爱情了我不想再说什么了<br />我说我不要爱情了我想放弃一切了<br />我什么都不想说我什么都不想做<br />我只想静静的一个人自己唱这首歌<br /><br />爱情爱情到底是个什么东西<br />我感觉它已经把我变的不是东西<br />给我一瓶酒让我灌醉我自己<br />借酒消愁愁更愁怎样做都没有意义<br />怎么做怎样让我重新来过<br />怎样才能让我找到那个真实的自我<br />丢下一切吧让我甩开一切吧<br />让我自己慢慢心痛着唱完这一首歌吧</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-50866348918809290?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-90447555274165377892009-10-25T12:24:00.002+08:002009-10-25T12:36:02.721+08:00<div align="center"><br />当我們心无所求，我們便擁有一切 ...<br />希望能够放下一切, 得到内心的平静 ...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-9044755527416537789?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-79198778415231937572009-10-24T02:01:00.002+08:002009-10-24T02:09:08.123+08:00<div align="center"><br />其实有些事情真的让我很无辜...<br />我总是想要说我真的很无助...<br />你总是说我像个累赘让你很辛苦...<br />所以我放开双手不在让你被禁锢...<br />现在所谓的生活就是你想要的吗?<br /><br />为什么我变得越来越懦弱?<br />为什么我变得如此的疲惫?<br />为什么我感觉好失败?<br /><br />我好希望我还可以做回我自己...<br />当我醒来我可以找到真正的自我...<br />盖掉伤疤, 我想盖掉, 不值得的痛...<br />再也不会为任何人的谎言而感动...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7919877841523193757?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-5205611330081480412009-10-13T20:43:00.002+08:002009-10-13T20:47:55.303+08:00<div align="center"><br />不喜欢孤独 ...<br />却害怕两个人相处 ...<br />这分明是一种痛苦 ...<br /><br />既然如此 ...<br />不如选择孤独 ...<br />至少痛会少一点 ...<br /><br />所以决定把心门锁起来了...<br />决定消失了...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-520561133008148041?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-60012849955559324242009-10-05T00:26:00.003+08:002009-10-05T00:49:26.483+08:00<div align="center"><br />今天没有目标的在路上开着车,<br />开着开着, 就开到了以前的旧家 ...<br />看着那曾经那么熟悉的周围,<br />望着那曾经住过的房子的窗户,<br />有了许多感想 ...<br />想了很多...<br />想了很多的"如果" ...<br /><br />人生这条路真的很难走 ...<br />走到了现在, 真的很累了...<br />我知道快乐永远不属于我 ...<br />失望和悲伤却一直缠着我 ...<br />所以我也认了...<br />虚假的笑容也渐渐变多了 ... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6001284995555932424?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-37505941056004611322009-09-26T22:45:00.006+08:002009-09-26T23:33:41.672+08:00ii was browsing thru some pics in e noon ... esp e Aussie Mt Cotton Porsche pics.. relli missed those times.. dat few days was so fun.. driving all those porsches.. in Aussie.. wif those instructors.. can my life be filled with these kinda activities all yr round??? lolx.. ii guess not.. dats a rich man's life.. haahaa..<br /><br />e driving lessons @ Mt Sophia has reli made my opinion of porsche changed so much.. dat is such a superb car.. im loving iit.. realli... esp e drifting part.. oppx!!! we r nt supposed to sae we r driftin as mentioned by e instructor.. lolx.. its called "Over steering".. haha.. aniwae, iim nt e onli wan who love dat session.. e journalists from Top Gear loved dat too..<br /><br />ii mean.. to be able to control something dats out of control.. dats e satisfaction ii can get dere.. lolx.. been wanting to learn drifting .. bt too bad.. my lao pok car cant help mi accomplish my goal.. & it seems dat time aint gonna wait fer mi too..<br /><br />how ii miss those times ... *sigh*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3750594105600461132?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-12353129438765244952009-09-12T00:52:00.004+08:002009-09-12T01:22:01.890+08:00well.. watching a taiwan serial "huan huan ai" now.. saw e part whr rainie yang best fren came face to face wif a bitch whom his unfaithful bf "劈腿" wif... e scenario whr she says those wrds to dat bitch were so cool & of cx familiar... lmao.. onli diff between e scenario dat ii hab seen few mths back & tis was e bitch reaction.. e real life version was much more funnier.. wahaha.. cx e bitch was reacting in such a farni way... jux e tot of it maks miie day.. lolx..<br /><br />million cheerz to those bitches dats still well & alive iin this world.. haha.. life iis btr to othrs cx u all decided to sacrifice urself .. hee.. *salute*.. cool ya?? lolx.. 3 cheerz fer ur!!!<br /><br />**cheerz** **cheerz** **cheerz**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1235312943876524495?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-36812153469249416542009-08-19T00:03:00.001+08:002009-08-19T00:03:58.651+08:00<div align="center">与其说別人让你痛苦，不如说自己的忍辱心性不夠... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3681215346924941654?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-91195078219029354442009-08-09T18:41:00.001+08:002009-08-09T19:03:09.131+08:00ii had a dream.. ii dreamt dat ii was dead.. ii was standing outside my house.. manifested with ants in miie wounds.. ii seem to have been injured... ants were climbin all over miie.. iit was very uncomfortable...<br /><br />ii tried to tok to miie frens n family.. no1 culd hear miie.. no1 opened e door fer miie.. <br />ii was feelin all alone.. ii hab so mani tings to tell dem.. ii was nt ready to die yet..<br /><br />ii stood beside my frens & family .. <br />ii kip toking.. hopin dat dey can hear miie..<br />ii tried to push dem.. hoping dat dey can feel it.. <br />ii tried writing on e glass.. hopin dey can see it...<br /><br />but no1 did..<br /><br />e feelin of bein all alone..<br />e feelin of last wrds nt heard..<br />e feelin of parting wif my dearest..<br /><br />death...<br />iit does not felt like e end...<br />iit onli felt like e start...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-9119507821902935444?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-6891343959973547222009-07-16T00:35:00.001+08:002009-07-16T00:36:39.224+08:00<div align="center">千万不要浪费時间，在你知道一定会后悔的地方 ... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-689134395997354722?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-66741267245551928902009-07-12T17:02:00.000+08:002009-07-12T17:09:01.092+08:00<div align="center">人再怎麽虚伪、矫饰，就是骗不过自己。。。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6674126724555192890?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-56991994533705085042009-07-09T21:14:00.000+08:002009-07-09T21:16:11.821+08:00<div align="center">永远别浪费一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。。。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5699199453370508504?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-87316691283185120912009-07-09T01:15:00.001+08:002009-07-09T01:17:20.108+08:00<div align="center">放下，是一条最可靠的幸福之路。。。 </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8731669128318512091?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-25133618937936108692009-06-21T13:40:00.004+08:002009-06-21T14:10:22.415+08:00was travellin along commonwealth dr ydae nite wen ii saw an accident between a taxi & a pedestrian... drove past.. saw a guy lying flat on e floor in a pool of blood...<br /><br />very very sad & lost feelins came flowin in... e feelin of seeing accident & death frm news & reports is kindda diff frm wen i saw it live ydae... it jux made mi ponder over life once more.. life is reli so fragile... kept tinkin hw will it be if im e 1 lying dere??? <br /><br />tinkin bk... ii shld reli be glad dat im stil well & alive.. life is such... y ask fer more... be glad wif wad one has.. we reli wun no wad will happen e nex moment... <br /><br />**praying fer e guy ... hope everyting will turn out well fer him**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2513361893793610869?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-5475501415190784732009-06-15T22:48:00.001+08:002009-06-15T22:49:16.704+08:00Outside lives a girl who face everyone with a smile,<br />yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness...<br /><br />Outside lives a girl with e personality everyone envies,<br />yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame...<br /><br />Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,<br />yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear...<br /><br />Outside lives a girl full of life,<br />yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to die...<br /><br />Outside lives a girl with a perfect image,<br />yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes.<br /><br />Outside lives a girl of innocence,<br />yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt...<br /><br />Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,<br />yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-547550141519078473?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-51086648422677859672009-06-14T09:59:00.001+08:002009-06-14T09:59:43.199+08:00<div align="center"><br />脚步变慢了 ...<br />内心跟着平静了 ...<br />生活也变的自在多了 ...<br /><br />我... 放下了那段过去 ...<br />我... 找回了那个自己 ...<br />我... 一个人生活了 ...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5108664842267785967?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-24207396177525152042009-06-05T20:45:00.001+08:002009-06-05T20:45:36.490+08:00<div align="center"><br />情已变, 回不去 ...<br />我只好选择离开, <br />因为我不够任性 ...<br /><br />让你走,<br />走了请你不要再回头 ...<br /><br />放开你的手,<br />让爱这种感觉最难受 ...<br /><br />分手两个字真的很难说出口 ...<br />到底我们的问题是谁的责任???<br />我还是感到一点点无奈的心疼 ... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2420739617752515204?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-11213092187901155412009-05-24T11:58:00.005+08:002009-05-25T19:21:47.004+08:00<div align="center"><br />没有爱情遗言, 没有一句再见 ...<br />你牵着她的手, 这个残忍的画面 ...<br />偶像剧里的情节, 竟然会正式上演 ...<br /><br />突然不想再看见, 你敷衍的那张脸 ...<br />不想听你说的谎言, 把你留在昨天做纪念 ...<br />一个人反反复复去想, 终于了解了 ...<br />爱狠狠哭完的那一天, 我也该忘记你的脸 ...<br /><br />我一个人静静听着音乐 ...<br />偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪 ...<br />但泪水像都是成长的体会 ... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1121309218790115541?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-91973836615869501092009-05-23T17:17:00.003+08:002009-05-23T17:31:06.296+08:00<div align="center">一份爱能承受多少的误解?<br />一句话能撕裂多深的牵连,<br />让彼此变的比陌生人还遥远...<br /><br />最初的爱越像火焰,<br />最后越会被风熄灭...<br /><br />一个人要看过几次爱凋谢,<br />才会甘心地在孤独里冬眠?<br /><br />为什么幸福都是幻梦?<br />一靠近天堂就醒了...<br />或许爱情更像落叶?<br />看似飞翔却在坠落...<br /><br />假如时光到流我能做什么?<br />假如真可以让时光到流你会做什么?<br /><br />想假如是最空虚的痛...<br />想假如是无力的寂寞...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-9197383661586950109?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-64654757271404450762009-05-14T18:37:00.004+08:002009-05-14T20:11:56.646+08:00<div align="center"><br />爱来了, 一切都是好的 ...<br /><br />爱走了, 一切都是错的 ...<br /><br />相爱了, 一切都是对的 ...<br /><br />不爱了, 一切都是多余的 ...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6465475727140445076?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-89357186331054557602009-05-11T21:12:00.002+08:002009-05-11T21:40:28.597+08:00<div align="center"><br />天灰的时候 我想起了你说的话 ...<br />再见吧, 我们也许都该长大 ...<br /><br />我装无所谓, 忍着泪, 笑的好狼狈 ...<br />不想让你太累, 不想看你为爱疲惫 ...<br /><br />看着你消失在昏暗的巷口 ...<br />昨天所有承诺抛在脑后 ...<br /><br />你永远不会懂 ...<br />忘记痛, 要多久 ...<br /><br />我怕孤单, 你比谁都更明白 ...<br />以为你会一直让我依赖 ...<br />是我太过天真, 还是爱的太愚蠢 ???<br />童话剧本, 又怎么会成真 ???<br /><br />看着你走失在我们的爱情 ...<br />留下苍白而无力的回忆 ...<br /><br />我选择放弃 ... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8935718633105455760?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-47466929872486371002009-05-10T20:27:00.003+08:002009-05-10T20:38:59.659+08:00im having cravin fer mudpie!!! lolx.. cravin cravin cravin!!! hahaha...<br /><br />ermmm... okie dudes... ii no tiis is supposed to be a neurotic bloggie.. will try to kip it neurotic after i get miie craving.. lolx..<br /><br />kip in tuned!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-4746692987248637100?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-84988301859944890772009-05-03T14:12:00.005+08:002009-05-03T20:45:16.660+08:00<div align="center"><br />被试探的答案最真实...<br />我证实了一个我起初无法确认和肯定的答案...<br />结果我对了... <br /><br />即然如此, 就<br />不憎恨,<br />不留恋,<br />只祝福...<br /><br />虽然偶尔还会有点气恼...<br />但回想起来, 竟然有点可笑...<br />可笑的不是他, 而是自己...<br /><br />虽然偶尔还会有点伤感...<br />但伤感的不是因为留恋，<br />而是因为人生的可悲...<br /><br />原来是这种感觉 ...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8498830185994489077?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-8569489822156944342009-05-02T10:59:00.003+08:002009-05-02T13:38:03.111+08:00<div align="center">诚心的祝福你...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-856948982215694434?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-24460736580769964442009-04-30T23:33:00.003+08:002009-04-30T23:41:15.914+08:00<div align="center">遇见了, 不诚实的幽灵 ...<br />迷路了, 在这城市的森林 ...<br />看过了, 太多太多的悲剧 ...<br /><br />我就是一种悲剧 ,<br />无药可救的悲剧 ,<br />明知道不能这样下去 ,<br />却还一直停在原地 ...<br /><br />我就是一种悲剧 ,<br />后知后觉的悲剧 ,<br />还不知道不能这样下去 ,<br />所以还是深深入戏 ...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2446073658076996444?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-90094518833138129572009-03-15T01:11:00.002+08:002009-03-15T01:26:42.925+08:00<div align="center"><br />面无表情, 只感觉世界让我有点头晕 ...<br />这到底是怎么样的感觉让我如此疲倦 ...<br /><br />堕落在这个世界, 进入混乱的境界 ...<br />这些都可以满足让我自由发泄 ...<br />痛苦下我不是机器也知道累 ...<br /><br />天黑了心灰了我的世界下起了雨 ...<br />我才知道原来一切都早已注定 ...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-9009451883313812957?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-39535721258868581702009-02-12T20:37:00.003+08:002009-02-12T20:54:41.122+08:00ii walk down the street...<br />dere iis a deep hole iin e sidewalk...<br />ii fall in...<br />iim lost...<br />iim hopeless...<br />iits nt miie fault...<br />iit takes 4eva to find a way out...<br /><br />ii walk down e same street...<br />dere iis a deep hole iin e sidewalk...<br />ii pretend ii din c iit...<br />ii fall in again...<br />ii cant believe iim in e same place....<br />but iits nt miie fault...<br />iit still takes a long time 2 get out...<br /><br />ii walk down e same street...<br />dere iis a deep hole iin e sidewalk...<br />ii see iits dere...<br />ii still fall iin...<br />iits a habit...<br /><br />miie eyes are open & ii no where ii am...<br />iits miie fault...<br />ii get out immediately...<br />ii walk down e same street...<br />dere iis a deep hole iin e sidewalk...<br />ii walk around iit...<br />ii walk down another street...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3953572125886858170?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-1359079095815770652008-11-23T01:03:00.004+08:002008-11-23T01:45:47.724+08:00<div align="center"><br />iin pain ii came screaming into tiis world....<br />wif laughter ii show as ii were ignorant....<br />iin agony ii c e mum whu bore miie suffer...<br />wif fillial piety ii gave to show miie gratefullness...<br />iin pain ii pay fer wif miie heart...<br />wif lies & betrayal frm everyone...<br />iin peace ii try to communicate...<br />wif annoyance others debut & disagree...<br /><br />tiis world is full of so much grief...<br />dere is no place to find any kind of relief...<br />relief from dying dreamz & weary hearts...<br /><br />iits bad enuf dat every1 tiinks iim sumting iim not...<br />ii juz wanna go to my own lil world & fall apart...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-135907909581577065?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-264895585973538492008-10-12T22:00:00.003+08:002008-10-12T22:53:53.903+08:00伤心的时候是谁在身旁?<br />开心的时候是和谁分享?<br />真正的坚强是谁让我认到?<br />是谁一直坚守在身旁?<br /><br />我都一一想起...<br /><br />越害怕, 越孤单...<br />越长大, 越怀念...<br />越单纯, 越幸福...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-26489558597353849?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-10720352571181719232008-10-05T13:24:00.002+08:002008-10-05T14:15:38.192+08:00<div align="center">我不喜欢灰,我不喜欢暧昧...<br />非黑即白,也许太过绝对...<br />我选择乾脆,我选择单纯些...<br />不这样,谁都会对不起谁...<br /><br />黑白中间有灰,<br />生命中间有多少傀儡,<br />我们长大了,调了一杯咖啡...<br />加了糖的滋昧失去原味...<br /><br />白天黑夜一切继续...<br />完结清楚分类...<br /><br />欢迎你来到我内心黑白世界...<br />别再讨好虚伪...<br />欢迎你来到黑白对立的世界...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1072035257118171923?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-71904947904675546452008-09-07T01:51:00.000+08:002008-09-07T01:54:01.933+08:00<div align="center">沒有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我.<br />主宰是我自己, 隨便人家如何想.<br />我还是我...<br /><br />金钱力量虽大, 卻生不帶來死不帶走.<br />紧握着双拳的人何時能松开手?<br /><br />品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的 troubles.<br />Everyday 有多少问題要去面對?<br />有多少夜, 痛苦烦恼你無法入睡?<br /><br />你可以怪我想法太過无知, 但我只是人.<br />我不信人, 因為人也不信我.<br />不要问我為什么, 我最多只能告訴你这就是我.<br /><br />生命像海浪一样有時高有時低.<br />你是否告诉自己坚强渡過各种時期?<br /><br />我从命运的天台放眼卻看不到星空.<br />漆黑的天空压在头顶使我不得轻松.<br />在我心中, 找不到一個安靜的角落.<br /><br />人生要如何起头? 改变要如何起手?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7190494790467554645?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-42679639288935558572008-08-24T17:50:00.002+08:002008-08-24T17:58:36.605+08:00Trust moii wif LIES...<br /><br />biig or small, liies r liies...<br />liies created on e flylies...<br />liies dat nobody will buy...<br /><br />seriious or casual, liies are lies...<br />liies dat redefiine...<br />liies dat don't tally & don't biind...<br /><br />when one commits an error,<br />u'll instantly wiitness ....<br />liies of all colors & all kiind...<br /><br />iit's liies dat defy...<br />iit's liies dat structure everyone's mind...<br />Anyone ever'd lived without a lie???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-4267963928893555857?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-29323775834897789412008-08-16T16:55:00.002+08:002008-08-16T17:27:20.717+08:00<div align="center">有开心, 不开心 ...<br />伤了心, 绝了情 ...<br />拼命的学着去忘记 ...<br /><br />心已累倦, 日子的不得已 ...<br />筋疲力尽的现在, 只留下无奈 ...<br /><br />能不能让我微笑着离开 ...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2932377583489778941?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-7447973814720194242008-08-03T00:51:00.004+08:002008-08-03T01:32:53.015+08:00<div align="center"><br />Fer everything dere is always a last...<br />last min, last hr, last mth, last yr...<br />last drink, last game, last time...<br />last luv, last hug, last rage...<br /><br />but does e last end last???<br /><br />wads most scary is the last never seem to end...<br />iit doesn't end even after e last breath...<br />iit continues to evolve... <br />n evolve... n evolve...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-744797381472019424?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-74053295501637813432008-06-14T20:08:00.003+08:002008-06-14T20:27:50.743+08:00<div align="center">虽然我没有很多梦, but ii tiink 一个就够 ...</div><div align="center">虽然我不是很有钱, but ii tiink 还是够用 ...</div><div align="center">虽然我生活有点boriing , but 我 idea 很多...</div><div align="center">虽然我没有很多学问, but ii dun think 我没有用...</div><div align="center">虽然我吃饱就想, 想饱就睡, but ii tiink 简单是福 ...</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">简单而不罗唆, tiis iis wad ii want...</div><div align="center">这样子的我, tiis iis moii... </div><div align="center"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7405329550163781343?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-52348258573471632052008-05-25T21:13:00.005+08:002008-05-25T21:48:33.323+08:00woOooO.. been a tiring week... had a tiring trip @ Taipei ... nevertheless.. tired bt fun ya... heee... went to few places like Shi Lin, Si Men Ding, Wu Fen Pu, Palace Museum etc... seen the nite life in Taipei... played "amazing race" dere... walked ard... lost my way.. rushing to find the sun biscuit on moii last day dere... etc... haha... nevertheless... it's been an interesting trip ...<br /><br />aso... ii went shopping alone... & amazingly, ii no how to get ard dere with moii "life saving" map... hee... bt it was kinda rush.. not enough time fer moii shopping & sight-seeing.. welll.. nvm... will go dere again de... so no worries.. welll welll well... now its rest time... rest fer next trip... hee...<br /><br />**winkZzzZ**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5234825857347163205?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-68277846211163342542008-05-04T16:37:00.002+08:002008-05-04T17:02:09.417+08:00If you notice some of these symptoms, it might be wise to connect with a good psychotherapist. No one should suffer needlessly...<br /><br /><strong>Signs of Depression:</strong><br />"I sit around and watch television all day. I don't feel like doing anything."<br />"I'm so tired. My body feels heavy. It's a chore to do a few dishes."<br />"I sleep off and on all day long."<br />"Nightmares. I get the wierdest nightmares."<br />"I get irritated over the littlest things these days. This isn't like me...well at least, not this much."<br />"I flip out over things that aren't even important and then I feel like a jerk afterwards."<br />"Sex! It's not in the picture."<br />"I don't want to bother them with my silly concerns."<br />"I can't see asking for help; I'm not sure even how I would go about doing that."<br />"I don't like to commit too far into the future cause I can never tell what mood I'll be in."<br />"I'm not into hanging out anymore. I don't mind meeting a friend here and there. Funny thing is, I feel so lonely."<br />"I can't answer the phone. I only listen to the messages. And, I sometimes don't return the calls."<br /><br /><strong>Quote by Judith Guest:</strong><br /><em>"Depression is not sobbing and crying and giving vent, it is plain and simple reduction of feeling...People who keep stiff upper lips find that it's damn hard to smile." </em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6827784621116334254?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-5802654730010318892008-04-11T23:20:00.004+08:002008-04-11T23:51:42.288+08:00<div align="center"><br />有句话, 这样讲 ...<br />"我不想懂..."<br /><br />有首歌, 这样唱 ...<br />"当世界, 不知不觉的变了<br />有时候, 我怀念以前的我<br />做的梦, 虽然远远的<br />想像是, 一种快乐<br />拥有了, 同时也失去什麼<br />而眷恋, 原来会带来软弱"<br /><br />我不懂... 以前迷失的自己 ...<br />我怀念... 曾经纯真的自己 ... <br /><br />我不想懂...但是我还是懂了...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-580265473001031889?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-2470875143979530402008-03-05T20:26:00.003+08:002008-03-05T20:36:29.609+08:00<div align="left"><br />一切欢乐都没有微笑 ，<br />一切苦难都没有泪痕 ，<br />一切语言都是重复 ，<br />一切往事都在梦中 ，<br />一切爆发都有片刻的宁静 ，<br />一切死亡都有伤心的回声 。。。<br /><br />什么是一切？<br />一切又是什么？<br />一切没有答案的答案又是什么呢？<br /><br />一切都是没有结局的开始 。。。<br />一切都是命运 。。。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-247087514397953040?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-85326685624704838292008-01-30T20:30:00.000+08:002008-01-30T20:48:16.445+08:00<div align="center"><br />y iis one so busy wif tiis n dat or gd or bad??<br />pay attention to hw tings blend ...<br /><br />y tok abt all e known n e unknown??<br />c hw the unknown merges into e known ...<br /><br />y tiink separately of tiis life n e next??<br />when one iis born frm e laz ...<br /><br />thinking of e crazy times ii have had ...<br />life iis indeed bery sad ...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8532668562470483829?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-32460667838045603962007-12-16T22:36:00.001+08:002007-12-16T23:09:40.024+08:00wow.. its been ages since ii laz update my bloggie.. mMmmm.. moii pc ki siao le.. tiink its geting old le lo... another reason fer new lappie????.... hahahaha.... & life has been real busy too.. any free time ii can find & ii will be lying on e bed rotting... lolx.. its so damn tiring de lo.. wrking & wrking ... *yawnzZzZz*...<br /><br />of coz deres sum rewards fer myself fer all moii hard wrk de lo...haha.. new shoes fer my ride.. lolx.. now waiting fer nice nice xos to reward myself more... lalalLALlalalla...<br /><br />to perk things up... ii hab to congrats dearest nicole & dearest sis on their new born bb... it is jux so coincidental dat both of dem are named Rui En.. lolx.. nice name which both of dem tot of at ard same day same time at different place.. haha.. it is jux so coincidental de lo... & nicole bb is older den my niece by ard 1 week onli ba... 2 dear sis... 2 pretti bb... gong xi gong xi hor..<br /><br />tml is another long day @ wrk... gng to slp le.. will be updating more frequent once ii gt my lappie.. haahaa... **yawnzZz**... nitey to all hor.. *waves*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3246066783804560396?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-89282339472136685482007-11-18T20:40:00.000+08:002007-11-18T22:05:06.260+08:00<div align="center">又相见时, 已是个陌生人 ...<br />再没有往日的喜怒哀乐, 再没有痛 ...<br /><br />没事, 干吗把自己搞的那么狼狈???<br />我心里嘀咕着 ...<br /><br />梦依旧出现在脑海里,<br />但那颗曾经伤过的心已不在似从前...<br /><br />当爱已成往事，<br />往事不要再提，<br />当爱和恨都还在心里，<br />真的要断了过去,<br />让明天好好继续... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8928233947213668548?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-87155941777592910912007-11-11T19:32:00.000+08:002007-11-11T19:42:19.804+08:00<div align="center">To learn & to practice wad iis learned time & again iis pleasure, iis iit not?</div><div align="center">To hab frenz cum frm afar iis happiness, iis iit not?</div><div align="center">To b unperturbed when nt appreciated by others iis gentlemanly, iis iit not?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8715594177759291091?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-48473874196001801282007-10-21T23:09:00.000+08:002007-10-21T23:54:52.405+08:00看见。那人心的虚伪。。。<br />听见。那一切的谎言。。。<br />不说。那永远的秘密。。。<br /><br />不想。那无聊的猜测。。。<br />忘记。那过去的一切。。。<br />放弃。那虚假的世界。。。<br /><br />人，就是那么虚假虚伪。。。<br />我，活在虚假的空间里。。。<br />我，想换个方式活下去。。。<br /><br />学会了，不要太执着。。。<br />学会了，不要太在意。。。<br />学会了，这样活下去。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-4847387419600180128?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-68074484991994601352007-10-20T18:21:00.000+08:002007-10-20T18:59:09.604+08:00过去，<br />在我的过往中，是一道深深的印痕，<br />即便岁月将它抹平了，却仍然是心头的伤 。。。<br /><br />走在街上，<br />我仿佛看到每一个来去匆匆的人，<br />背负着过去，走在今天，去往未来 。。。<br /><br />每个人都会对身边那个正爱着的人的过去产生好奇，<br />那是一种本能，一种爱的本能 。。。<br />可是一旦知道了，除了疼，还会留下什么呢 ???<br /><br />爱需要真诚相待，但也需要有秘密，<br />所谓的秘密，就是让爱情有呼吸的时候 。。。<br />所谓的秘密，就是给大家一个私人的空间 。。。<br /><br />每个人都会有过去，没有过去就构不成现在，<br />任何人都没有权利，没有权利随意践踏别人的心灵 。。。<br />学着去接受过去吧，让大家都有呼吸的空间 。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6807448499199460135?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-38563289130317137852007-10-10T09:56:00.000+08:002007-10-10T10:17:27.058+08:00well well well.. been such a long long long time since i laz update moi bloggie ya... hee.. life has reli been frustrating & tormenting.. esp during wrk days.. lolx.. but well.. finally.. i will be getting out of hell soon.. soooooo.. 3 cheerz fer dat... lalLAlalLallalaa...<br /><br />found a btr job at a btr company wif btr benefits.. hopefully.. things will turn out well.. also, not fergetting those who have stood by moi & listened to moi frustrations.. those sessions of listening to moii blasting out these unhappiness are reli greatly appreciated .. haha.. all thx to dem (to be unnamed to protect their interests).. lolx.. *winkx*.. uu no who u r ya de lo.. hee...<br /><br />other den a change of job.. moii life still goes on quite peacefully.. as usual.. the usual routine... the usual lifestyle... a peaceful monotonous life with moii adding sum spices to it by showing moii "good" temper to pple ard moii.. hee.. poor dem.. but ii no.. dey still love mi de lo.. lolx.. *winkx*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3856328913031713785?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-13334086109010512222007-09-19T11:05:00.000+08:002007-09-19T11:16:50.441+08:00lost in thoughts...<br />lost in confusion...<br />lost in dreams...<br />lost in life...<br /><br />heart has forgotten how to feel...<br />& soul has gone missing...<br /><br />like a winding road,<br />things juz wind ard...<br />like sum1 lost in sleep,<br />never wanting to wake again...<br /><br />pain...once so sharp,<br />is now dull and weak...<br /><br />tired from the weariness...<br />hiding away in a dark place inside...<br />staring off into a black oblivion...<br />life has become so bleak...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1333408610901051222?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-18569213725070854172007-09-03T19:45:00.000+08:002007-09-03T20:17:15.793+08:00<div align="center">每天漫无目的的过着。。。<br />就连明天该做什么都不知道。。。<br /><br />来到了这个虚假世界。。。<br />烦恼的心结正环绕着。。。<br />让自己弄的疲惫不堪。。。<br /><br />已经活得好累, 好枯燥。。。<br />只是没有人看到而已。。。<br />我, 不再眷恋些什么。。。<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1856921372507085417?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-7830411257943035052007-08-20T15:19:00.000+08:002007-08-20T15:42:55.287+08:00listening to e sound & emptying my mind...<br />roaming e void... not knowing wad ii will find...<br />ii have opened my eyes & took off e blindfold...<br />witnessing e true world dat is dark and cold....<br /><br />e things dat tear us apart are wealth, fame & status...<br />living in a world of greed... dey are hiding behind a mask...<br />backstabbing each other without a doubt...stabbing others in e heart...<br /><br />ii loath dem...<br />uncontrolled emotions... unknowing blind...<br />ii will learn this... humanity kind...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-783041125794303505?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-4292659265234864892007-08-08T11:28:00.000+08:002007-08-08T13:57:51.674+08:00Death is certain, but the time of death is uncertain...<br /><br />There is no possible way to escape death. No one ever has, not even Jesus, Buddha, etc. Of the current world population of over 5 billion people, almost none will be alive in 100 years time.<br /><br />Life has a definite, inflexible limit and each moment brings us closer to the finality of this life.<br /><br />Do you know we are dying from the moment we are born??<br />Death comes in a moment and its time is unexpected. All that separates us from the next life is one breath.<br /><br />Do you also know that the only thing that can help us at the time of death is our mental/spritual development??<br />Because all that goes on to the next life is our mind with its karmic (positive or negative) imprints.<br /><br />Worldly possessions such as wealth, position, money can't help.<br />Relatives and friends can neither prevent death nor go with us.<br />Even our own precious body is of no help to us. We have to leave it behind like a shell, an empty husk, an overcoat.<br /><br />We have to cultivate positive mental qualities and abandon disturbing mental qualities...<br />We have to ripen our inner potential purely, without staining our efforts with attachment to worldly concerns.<br /><br />All these may sound like preaching.. but well.. it's really up to individual as each have their own beliefs...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-429265926523486489?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-37013267806234306752007-07-22T12:43:00.000+08:002007-07-22T21:32:32.829+08:00<div align="center"><br />我，太渺小。。。<br />只遇见自己的生命在呼吸。。。<br />自以为逃避可以摆脱一切。。。<br />以为放弃可以勇敢一次。。。<br /><br />全然我错了。。。<br />生活亦真亦假。。。命运天注安排。。。<br />人生没有复数的完美。。。只有零度的挫伤。。。<br />我无路可退。。。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3701326780623430675?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-10135689684128438312007-07-15T14:51:00.000+08:002007-07-15T23:17:50.321+08:00<div align="center">人是不是总在经历很多之后变得圆滑？<br />人是不是在拥有很多后，</div><div align="center">便忘了自己单纯的梦想与执著？</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1013568968412843831?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-28927759246703549232007-07-08T16:35:00.000+08:002007-07-08T16:39:59.523+08:00时间已经带走了许多。。。<br />包括熟悉，人情冷暖。。。<br />不知道时间除了层层叠叠的痛。。。<br />断断续续的裂痕。。。<br />又带给我了冷漠，还是改变？<br /><br />我就那么静静盼望。。。<br />盼望奇迹。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2892775924670354923?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-3056145382855826902007-07-04T17:18:00.000+08:002007-07-04T17:39:41.576+08:00congratz to yet another marriage~!~!~!.. lolx.. went to weijie wedding dinner on sunday.. well.. it was at Carlton hotel.. finally this fella got married le... lolx.. & indeed... SG is small de lo.. coz ii saw moi ex-colleague dere & she was the bride's cousin.. haha..<br /><br />well... met up wif few frenz dere too.. it's been such a long time since i laz met up wif dem ya.. fun cute bunch of fellas whom ii used to hang out wif??? haha....<br />3 **cheerz** to moi 135 and 246 laogongs + the super duper cockster Bryan... & not fergetting moi 1234567 laogong pam... lolx..<br /><br />after the wedding dinner, we moved on to Kallang mac fer tok kok session .. times seems to flies.. mMmmm... every1 has moved on... well.. dat goes to shows... we are all getting old le.. **yeahzZz**... but no worries.. i still tink iim young de.. wahhahahaha.. **oPpxXx**<br /><br />anyone else gettin married??? seems the in-trend now.. lolx..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-305614538285582690?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-6047062278283450982007-06-29T13:03:00.000+08:002007-06-29T13:15:53.599+08:00congrats to moi dearest dearest sis on her marriage yesterday..... **hugx** + **kisses**... hehe.. a pretty long day fer her ydae... getting married seems so tiring ya?? lolx.. all those preparation has tired her out le.. so poor ting... but well... guess the happiness shuld be able to cover up the tiredness ba?? hee...<br /><br />dang dang da dang.. da dang da dang.. da dang da dang da da da da da dang.... <br />**throws flowers at sis**<br />**hugx**<br />**congrats once again**<br /><br />sis wish u blissfully happiness 4eva ya... **winkx**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-604706227828345098?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-67542981805404262932007-06-19T00:34:00.000+08:002007-06-19T11:05:36.675+08:00wad is loss??<br />its something ii resent...<br />its about waiting, debating, & contemplating...<br />its sumting ii care abt & has been taken away frm mi...<br /><br />with loss brings death & sickness which build up great grief...<br />with loss brings despair instead of relief...<br />with loss ii have no belief...<br /><br />loss... life has became a minus instead of a plus... hence the unmistakable fuss...<br />loss... An inequitable cause has been thrown on without a toss...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6754298180540426293?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-9013242921784667742007-06-10T18:20:00.000+08:002007-06-10T18:46:28.570+08:00well.. another sunday.. boring sunday.. **yawnzZz**... ii've got a bad day yesterday.. haiz.. unlucky reii ..<br /><br />nevertheless.. here's a post to congrats moi dearest nicole sis on her marriage ya.. hee... pretty pretty nicole on this blissfully happy occasion... the "I DO" part is so sweet.. lolx.. its juz soooooOooo... sweet de lo............ reli felt happi fer u ... got urself a nice gd hubby ...<br /><br />sincerely wishin you a blissfully sweet happy marriage ... **winkx**<br /><br />nex up will be moi sis's wedding .. another set of sweet moments to be captured soon ya... lolx..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-901324292178466774?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-10189702363209459352007-06-02T05:02:00.000+08:002007-06-02T05:47:23.731+08:00<div align="center">得到时会有负担, 失去后会心寒...<br />当想起某个片段, 眼泪总会流干...<br />相信时间会冲淡, 那剩余的伤感...<br />不想再回头看了, 那过去的伤悲...<br /><br />[我们的回忆弄掉了, 我都不敢捡]<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1018970236320945935?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-20228210194342536682007-05-30T20:06:00.000+08:002007-05-30T20:30:18.070+08:00转个弯回头看...<br />没打算绝望...<br />也不想要勉强...<br /><br />电话删了...<br />照片不看了...<br />再没有什么值得我们纪念...<br /><br />过了就好, 也只会想起那几年...<br />过了就好, 心不再睫毛...<br />过了就好, 痛苦会变少...<br />过了就好, 那心酸的味道...<br /><br />我已忘了过去的悲伤...<br />我已忘了还会想起谁的时候突然哭一场...<br />因为我选择了遗忘...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2022821019434253668?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-58564802497851643772007-05-27T03:42:00.000+08:002007-05-27T04:28:13.611+08:00<div align="center"><br />我经過了这辈子的最痛, <br />还有什么是我不能触碰???<br /><br />我已学会痛的时候无声...<br />我已学会无声沉默的离别...<br />我已学会静静的度过...<br />我已学会静静的被遗忘...<br /><br />我已学会不再问...<br />.... 谁能让时间倒转....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5856480249785164377?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-54915482679539235762007-05-19T03:00:00.000+08:002007-05-19T03:27:28.361+08:00<div align="center">离开, 容易吗??<br />离开了, 反而会好吗??<br />或许有着太多疑问...<br />或许这是一种折磨...<br />茫然无助的寻找解脱...<br />懂得了道理又如何呢??<br /><br />我学会了放弃...<br />我学会了承受...<br />我学会了开始...<br />我学会了生活...<br /><br />因为我学会了离开... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5491548267953923576?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-44854491016370467342007-05-13T13:12:00.000+08:002007-05-13T13:31:21.796+08:00though sometimes ii seek but cannot find...<br />though sometimes ii knock but no doors open...<br />though sometimes ii ask but doesn't receive...<br />though sometimes ii work but no pay...<br />that doesn't mean ii must give up...<br /><br />iin life ii have learned dat...<br />crying doesn't help...<br />depending on people doesn't help...<br />standing up & doing things for myself is even better...<br /><br />Sometimes ii fail...<br />Sometimes ii think e pressure is too much to handle...<br />Sometimes ii feel like ii've had it & want no more...<br />Sometimes ii wonder whether it's worth it at all...<br />Sometimes ii wonder whether it's real or fake...<br /><br />problems & problems...<br />to me it's collosal...<br />to e rest it's small...<br />but well.. still... <br />it goes on...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-4485449101637046734?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-15971940587505414012007-05-09T22:30:00.000+08:002007-05-09T23:37:33.912+08:00<div align=center><br />不能像小时候那样，哭着、闹着 。。。<br /><br />悲伤反复在温习 。。。<br />反反复复的谜底 。。。<br />现在明白的道理 。。。<br />已经没有意义了 。。。<br /><br />选择了。。。<br />沉默了。。。<br />安静了。。。<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1597194058750541401?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-17191660779751912772007-05-07T01:00:00.000+08:002007-05-07T01:11:20.873+08:00In a knowledgeable person, immersed in clear knowing, right view arises... <br />In one of right view, right resolve arises... <br />In one of right resolve, right speech... <br />In one of right speech, right action... <br />In one of right action, right livelihood... <br />In one of right livelihood, right effort... <br />In one of right effort, right mindfulness... <br />In one of right mindfulness, right concentration arises...<br />& this happens vice-versa too...<br /><br />Interdependent arising, conditional nexus, causal nexus.... <br />As long as we remain ignorant, clinging, and hateful, <br />we will continue to create karma,<br />& so continue to be reborn into this world full of suffering and pain...<br /><br />Using the metaphor of a wheel of life, <br />one thing inevitably leads to another...<br /><br />that is the cycle of life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1719166077975191277?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-52874053877782776942007-05-05T04:44:00.000+08:002007-05-05T05:00:55.935+08:00Eva asked urself this question?? - "Whr exactly r we?" <br /><br />Instead of a place, it's actually a process... e tendency to kip creating worlds and then moving into dem. As one world falls apart, u create another & go dere... At the same time, you bump into other people who r creating their own worlds...e worlds we create keep caving in and killing us... <br /><br />Moving into a new world requires effort.. not only e pains & risks of birth, but also the hard knocks of mental and physical wise... tis comes frm going thru childhood to adulthood ... over & over again...<br /><br />In addition to creating suffering fer ourselves, e worlds we create feed off e worlds of others, juz as theirs feed off ours... In some cases e feeding may be mutually enjoyable and beneficial, but even then the arrangement has to come to an end.... tis is wad we call the samsaric world...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5287405387778277694?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-57969047292876483492007-04-30T21:53:00.000+08:002007-04-30T22:14:42.287+08:00everything that is on my mind...<br />is always in a bind...<br />sumtimes it’s people or family...<br />sumtimes it’s friends or foes...<br />sumtimes it’s right or wrong...<br />sumtimes it’s juz life itself...<br /><br />thru all the ups & downs..<br />some will be dere & some can't be found...<br />u can give ur all or u can try not...<br />u build it up then it breaks away...<br /><br />life is wad life is...<br />life is dat tiring...<br />life is such...<br />life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-5796904729287648349?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-88963275962855263422007-04-29T04:04:00.000+08:002007-04-29T05:00:30.561+08:00忘, 我没有很努力要自己去遗忘...<br />想, 我没有很刻意让自己不去想...<br />这世界没有谁都行, 因为人会改变...<br /><br />我学着坚强, 坚强到不用学...<br />我学着遗忘, 也遗忘了自己...<br />我学着去接受...拥有已变成了失去...<br />我学着不执着...这让自己比较好过...<br /><br />我会这么相信, 相信人会改变...<br />我会这么走下去, 很无奈的走下去...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8896327596285526342?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-28542096485397883402007-04-22T06:40:00.000+08:002007-04-22T14:15:15.066+08:00<div align="center">面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活...<br />时间不停转动...<br />日子还的往下过...<br /><br />是傻? 是看破?<br />是对? 是错?<br />是软弱??<br /><br />不想再想太多, 不回头...<br />不想再去追究, 错过就错过...<br />你可以说我冷漠...<br />你可以说我刻薄...<br /><br />过去的日子, 仿佛偷偷在笑我...<br />笑我的落魄, 也笑我的执著...<br /><br />我希望心能死了, 它却苦苦的活着...<br />连快乐都不快乐, 这世界颠倒着...<br /><br />开着车, 开着窗, 开始试着去遗忘...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2854209648539788340?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-20158495974743029562007-04-21T04:44:00.000+08:002007-04-21T05:09:27.586+08:00ya no wad... life is getting too confusin once again.. lolx.. totally lost in life now wor.. haha.. wth is going on.. or im jux too bored??? i can't get my thoughts straight.. i can't think in the rite way (what is rite anyway???)... temper coming up once again... attitude problem is actin upz once again too ... oPpx...<br /><br />everything is going haywire now wor... iim totally lost... jux dun feel good .. or is dat moii depression acting up once again??? any ans??? haha.. no1 can gib moii an ans.. i can't find an ans too.. or maybe iim jux tired?? tired of life ya??? **sigh**<br /><br />:: away looking fer inner peace ::<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-2015849597474302956?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-41734317104673320972007-04-16T22:05:00.000+08:002007-04-16T22:35:22.113+08:00sometimes ii get so angry that ii juz wanna punch e wall...<br />sometimes ii get so annoyed that ii juz wanna hit someone...<br /><br />sometimes ii juz dun wanna see anything...<br />sometimes ii juz dun wanna hear anything...<br />sometimes ii juz dun wanna talk to anyone...<br /><br />sometimes ii juz feel like giving up & letting everything go...<br />sometimes ii juz feel like life is nothing but a dream...<br />sometimes ii juz feel ii can't do anything right...<br />sometimes ii juz feel ii can't take life anymore...<br /><br />sometimes ii juz wanna be alone...<br />sometimes ii juz want it to stop...<br />sometimes ii juz want it to end...<br /><br />sometimes... only sometimes...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-4173431710467332097?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-15676628896873320432007-04-14T03:53:00.000+08:002007-04-14T21:42:14.345+08:00<div align="center">iim lost, uu're lost, we're all lost...<br /><br />lost iin lies, lost iin love, lost iin dreamz...<br />lost of hope, lost of faith, lost of sanity...<br />lost to bleak oblivion, corpse & comatose...<br /><br />lost but not found...<br />shaken mind, fallen under sway of lost minds...<br />burned by haunting memories...<br /><br />e world iis lost...<br />stirred & slurred by circumstances... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-1567662889687332043?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-79262416425209279812007-04-08T04:36:00.000+08:002007-04-08T20:03:36.172+08:00<div align="left">Dun bother to actually care,<br />juz go on doing as ii dare...<br />Dun bother to hold back e tears,<br />juz keep livin in moii fears...<br />Dun bother tryin to fit in,<br />jux being alone is not a sin...<br />Dun bother to not scream & shout,<br />juz go on & let it all out...<br />Dun bother acting like everthin is alrite,<br />jux kip cryin to sleep at nite...<br />Dun bother showing others moii true feelings,<br />jux kip on tokin to the ceiling...<br />Dun bother saying wad is wrong,<br />jux be alone as ii have so long...<br />Dun bother even living on,<br />jux continue dying... becoz...<br /><br />no one will notice ii am gone...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-7926241642520927981?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-41755531858318738632007-04-04T22:57:00.000+08:002007-04-04T23:00:33.863+08:00well... feeling so demoralized & tired.. wads wrong ya.. mMmm.. down down down to the pit ... bottomless pit wor.. lolx.. i nid sum sweet stuff to perk moii up.. hee...<br /><br />choco fudgeeeeeeeee.. sudden crave fer it juz now.. so bring the kids out to kallang mac fer a freezing sweet ice cream session... hee...<br /><br />jux backie... but.. still.. im tired.. soOooOoo tired.. how how how.. ask the cow.. mOoOooOoo...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-4175553185831873863?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-89211134075392914062007-04-01T04:48:00.000+08:002007-04-01T05:15:26.678+08:00<div align="center">我迷失了方向，<br />也迷失了自己。<br />总是想不清楚，<br />也更搞不清楚，<br />这所有的一切，<br />这一切的原点。</div><div align="center"><br />我似乎离开了自己，<br />到另一个迷惘世界。<br />这个世界充满矛盾，<br />这个世界没有信任，<br />这个世界充满猜疑，<br />这个世界没有感情。</div><div align="center"><br />我走不出，也离不开。<br />我的思绪，被困住了。</div><div align="center"><br />我真的迷失了。。。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8921113407539291406?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-38485418400509626812007-03-28T23:19:00.000+08:002007-03-28T23:46:27.298+08:00mMmm... here's a blog post to tell moi dear frenz & sis & family ... I LOVE YOU.. lolx...<br /><br />well.. ydae after wrk.. met up wif a few sis & frenz fer dinner... after that went fer drinking session.. yes... i did stress that it was meant to be a small gathering.. not a bdae celebration.. lolx.. thanx fer all whu turned up.. heee..<br /><br />all the presents & the "cake" was very much appreciated... reli.. a thousand million thanx hor.. hee.. reli enjoyed myself a lot.. mMmm.. ii no dat most of you were wrking today.. but ur still stayed till late.. oOooOo.. ur are a bunch of nicey nicey lovable frenz.. lolx.. heres a **hugx** fer all of u.. lolx.. I LOVE YOUR DEEPZ DEEPZ de hor.. heee..<br /><br />also a big thanxx to those whu gave mi little surprises on moi bdae wor.. **winkx**.. small tots are much appreciated by reii too.. **thumbx upx** and also **hugx** fer ur too.. lolx..<br /><br />of coz.. not fergetting those whu remember moii bdae... it shows im still remembered & not forgotten as of yet ya.. lolx.. Thanx fer dat too.. **winkx**<br /><br />dats all the nice things that ii got fer moi bdae... BUT, i got one more unwanted last minute present which pissed moii off.....<br /><br />I MET A PERVERT while ii was in the lift minutes ago before ii reached hme.. oMg.. wTf.. sibei suay.. arGhHhhHhhh.. reli perverted guy.. y in the hell did he do dat huh? reli dun understand wad tis pple get fer doin perverted stuff...<br /><br />well.. guess im gonna have another nitemare tonite...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-3848541840050962681?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-67056068997261746622007-03-26T22:12:00.000+08:002007-03-26T23:09:51.534+08:00<div align="left">iim juz wondering how ii came to be wad ii am...<br />iim not sleeping like ii used to sleep...<br />iim not thinking like ii used to tink...<br /><br />iim findin that iim staying up way too long...<br />iim using the time to tink of all that ii've done...<br /><br />ii've to tink abt wads real & wads not...<br />ii've to walk thru wif a smile plastered on moi face...<br />ii've fall so hard and land so low...<br />the bottom that ii've hit is wad ii've earned...<br /><br />ii tried to be happy,<br />ii tried not to frown,<br />ii tried to smile at strangers,<br />hoping their life is much better...<br /><br />everything you see may not be what it seems...<br />everything is just so fake that it seems real...<br /><br />ii did wad ii did coz ii think ii shuld...<br />ii hope iim not pulling the past to the present...<br />coz...<br />ii've oredi forsaken the past... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-6705606899726174662?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-80006506659676187572007-03-24T12:20:00.000+08:002007-03-24T12:47:32.808+08:00<div align="center">我闭上眼睛, 想把过去都遗忘<br />我忍住不想, 时间变得更漫长<br />找朋友交谈, 其实全帮不上忙<br /><br />这所谓的道理, 听起来太牵强<br />我无所谓悲伤, 只要学会抵抗<br />只想变的坚强, 强到能够去忘<br /><br />回过头再看一看, 想起过去都是失望<br />其实真的不需要, 不需要再感到悲伤</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8000650665967618757?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-87154230670826151632007-03-18T06:36:00.000+08:002007-03-18T07:15:45.756+08:00<div align="center"><br />Sometimes when part of the past appeared now & again,<br />it triggers back memories of the past ...<br />tots juz whirl in the mind ...<br />tots about life & the past ...<br /><br />What if life only lasted a day, <br />will we appreciate it better? <br />What if life was like hell, <br />will we dream of heaven? <br />What if in life we had everything? <br />Do you think it would get boring? <br /><br />We really should be glad with what we have ...<br />Do not let greed take over our life ...<br />for the casualties caused is not worth it ...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-8715423067082615163?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8831926.post-90768283071846700542007-03-11T05:27:00.000+08:002007-03-12T09:57:21.052+08:00<div align="center">Why have ii lived so much<br />iin such a short time???<br /><br />I'm trying moii best & working so hard...<br />to push all these thoughts & questions out of moii head...<br />But... they always return...<br /><br />ii am trying to forgive and forget,<br />But... ii fear others...<br />Or maybe all ii fear is myself???<br /><br />When will ii be able to smile & know that it is real?<br />When will moii thoughts be normal & not scare or frighten me?<br />When will ii be able to trust & not fear being hurt?<br />When will this sadness disappear, for it is taking up moii mind...<br /><br />Someday I'll find myself...</div><div align="center">& all will seem right...<br />But for now I'll keep searching...<br />& keep going until the end... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8831926-9076828307184670054?l=rachelshirei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rAche| sHireihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07368793724287898139noreply@blogger.com0