*yAwnzZz* iT hAs bEen a lOng weEkend... hOlidaYs.. mMmM... hAve been rOtting aT hOme tHese fEw dAys.. bEry gd ger hor?? lOlx...^_^!
... tOmOrrow i'm oN leAve agAin till tHursday wOr... tEsts & eXams... hAiz... sOmetimes.. really dOn't kNow wHat I wAnt in life wOr... iT jUst seems so contridicting...

tHings hAve nOt been gOing smOothly fOr me... mY peAceful life sEems tO be beginning to leAve me... I dOn't like iT wHen tHere is sOmething tHat i hAve to wOrry for.. dOn't like tHe kind of feeling... hAiz...aLot of things is iN my mind.. lEt's jUst let it be buried iN my heart till I go mAd ba... *sIgh*

iN life... sOmethIngs are really beyond oUr cOntrol... nOt everyone listens tO whAt we sAys.. nOt everyoNe accepts tHe kInd advice tHat we hAve.. nOt everyone learns hOw to be truthful...iN fact.. till dATe.. tHere's nO one in life tHat is 100% truthful... eVeryone hAs tHeir oWn secrets & lies beneAth tHem.. nO matter hOw clOse thEy aRe to yOu...eVeryoNe is wEaring a mAsk.. I dOn't like it... bUt tHat is tHe fact tHat i got tO accept... I will leArn & try tO accept it...