转个弯回头看...
没打算绝望...
也不想要勉强...

电话删了...
照片不看了...
再没有什么值得我们纪念...

过了就好, 也只会想起那几年...
过了就好, 心不再睫毛...
过了就好, 痛苦会变少...
过了就好, 那心酸的味道...

我已忘了过去的悲伤...
我已忘了还会想起谁的时候突然哭一场...
因为我选择了遗忘...

我经過了这辈子的最痛,
还有什么是我不能触碰???

我已学会痛的时候无声...
我已学会无声沉默的离别...
我已学会静静的度过...
我已学会静静的被遗忘...

我已学会不再问...
.... 谁能让时间倒转....

离开, 容易吗??
离开了, 反而会好吗??
或许有着太多疑问...
或许这是一种折磨...
茫然无助的寻找解脱...
懂得了道理又如何呢??

我学会了放弃...
我学会了承受...
我学会了开始...
我学会了生活...

因为我学会了离开...

though sometimes ii seek but cannot find...
though sometimes ii knock but no doors open...
though sometimes ii ask but doesn't receive...
though sometimes ii work but no pay...
that doesn't mean ii must give up...

iin life ii have learned dat...
crying doesn't help...
depending on people doesn't help...
standing up & doing things for myself is even better...

Sometimes ii fail...
Sometimes ii think e pressure is too much to handle...
Sometimes ii feel like ii've had it & want no more...
Sometimes ii wonder whether it's worth it at all...
Sometimes ii wonder whether it's real or fake...

problems & problems...
to me it's collosal...
to e rest it's small...
but well.. still...
it goes on...

不能像小时候那样，哭着、闹着 。。。

悲伤反复在温习 。。。
反反复复的谜底 。。。
现在明白的道理 。。。
已经没有意义了 。。。

选择了。。。
沉默了。。。
安静了。。。

In a knowledgeable person, immersed in clear knowing, right view arises...
In one of right view, right resolve arises...
In one of right resolve, right speech...
In one of right speech, right action...
In one of right action, right livelihood...
In one of right livelihood, right effort...
In one of right effort, right mindfulness...
In one of right mindfulness, right concentration arises...
& this happens vice-versa too...

Interdependent arising, conditional nexus, causal nexus....
As long as we remain ignorant, clinging, and hateful,
we will continue to create karma,
& so continue to be reborn into this world full of suffering and pain...

Using the metaphor of a wheel of life,
one thing inevitably leads to another...

that is the cycle of life...

Eva asked urself this question?? - "Whr exactly r we?"

Instead of a place, it's actually a process... e tendency to kip creating worlds and then moving into dem. As one world falls apart, u create another & go dere... At the same time, you bump into other people who r creating their own worlds...e worlds we create keep caving in and killing us...

Moving into a new world requires effort.. not only e pains & risks of birth, but also the hard knocks of mental and physical wise... tis comes frm going thru childhood to adulthood ... over & over again...

In addition to creating suffering fer ourselves, e worlds we create feed off e worlds of others, juz as theirs feed off ours... In some cases e feeding may be mutually enjoyable and beneficial, but even then the arrangement has to come to an end.... tis is wad we call the samsaric world...