though sometimes ii seek but cannot find...
though sometimes ii knock but no doors open...
though sometimes ii ask but doesn't receive...
though sometimes ii work but no pay...
that doesn't mean ii must give up...

iin life ii have learned dat...
crying doesn't help...
depending on people doesn't help...
standing up & doing things for myself is even better...

Sometimes ii fail...
Sometimes ii think e pressure is too much to handle...
Sometimes ii feel like ii've had it & want no more...
Sometimes ii wonder whether it's worth it at all...
Sometimes ii wonder whether it's real or fake...

problems & problems...
to me it's collosal...
to e rest it's small...
but well.. still...
it goes on...