iim juz wondering how ii came to be wad ii am...
iim not sleeping like ii used to sleep...
iim not thinking like ii used to tink...

iim findin that iim staying up way too long...
iim using the time to tink of all that ii've done...

ii've to tink abt wads real & wads not...
ii've to walk thru wif a smile plastered on moi face...
ii've fall so hard and land so low...
the bottom that ii've hit is wad ii've earned...

ii tried to be happy,
ii tried not to frown,
ii tried to smile at strangers,
hoping their life is much better...

everything you see may not be what it seems...
everything is just so fake that it seems real...

ii did wad ii did coz ii think ii shuld...
ii hope iim not pulling the past to the present...
coz...
ii've oredi forsaken the past...